A Night To Remember

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

30/12/2009
Wow,second last day of
the year is kar leng birthday..
haha,if she born late for two more days,then she will be younger one more year than us..
and perhaps wont let ppl call her pn.tsia..hahaha..
we usst exco plan to give her a surprise,
so kok lun told her so many exco put her aeroplane once
she reach jusco..
only left few people accompany her at food court..
whereas some of us spend our lunch at another side..
when james told us,how disappointed was her,
wakakakkaa..so funny when i heard that!!
after lunch,we went to kbox,
this time we get into the biggest room in kbox..i guess
the environment and facilities are good!!
two computers which have the internet service..
Lol,albert n pui yeeng exposed themselves in fr
ont kar leng..
but never mind,still haven't ruined the plan..we hide in the kbox toilet..really so funny lor..haha..
other people was thinking why these people gathered at the toilet..haha..
ok,i write until this part..the other part will be continue by asking any usst exco la..haha..

~bYe ByE 2009~
Anyhow,few more hours to a brand new year,and school reopen in few more days,
don't know why i feel that this year passed so fast,
perhaps nothing leave me any deep memories in this year..
except join form 6,my class and usst..hehe

haircut,
school shoe,
last year of the day i free of these,
but that time i rather make my life hectic,
than ......

SIMPLE ME

take with my nephew,when i wake up from a nap..
i think most of the baby skin is fair,not i dark..haha
,

outing with my classmates..
took at olivens during christmas eve night..
we having our dinner/supper there,after watched avatar at jusco..


hoe hoe also clubbing..world change..haha


new term..SH!!
SELF HIGH!!!


go to club for countdown christmas..lol..
we didn't drink any beers,
but the music make me feel drunk too..haha..


A short post express my perplexed feelings right now,
holidays coming to the end,
what did i do along the holiday??
study?absolutely NOT!!...
sometimes I feel anxious and worry,
am I studying form six,but why i just so relax,
this thought always baffled my mind..
whereas some of my friends who study college or matric,
they told me that they could hardly find a time to enjoy..
Lol,i'm definitely not emo or giving myself pressure,
hope i can dedicate myself,the future is on my hand..
i trust~~

23/12/2009
lol,I just don't know why after i back from the pangkor trip,
everyone use their weird eye sight look at me,
10 out 10 person also will ask me why am i become darker than usual,
now only i realized although my skin very dark,this time really as dark as charcoal..
=.='',i think this is the consequences for me not use sunblock during the trip..
all the time,i don't care my skin so dark,but this time i do..=.=''

dont be too over on something,
remember..

Long time didn't blog,
because my laptop went for repair..
I think this post i'm not gonna write much about pangkor trip,
u all can refer to my friends (hou reyn,pui yun,zheng hoe) blogs for more stories about F2 pangkor trip because they wrote it quite detail..hehe
lets these photos tell us stories..


haha,don't know since when i like to capture this type of photos..so nice for me..

haha,don try this at other place,remember do not pollute environment..hee


Eish,talk bout this chicken wings..really speechless..
i'm not sure whether trick by my friends or fool by KFC workers..
the chicken size is so tiny,but we bought it at rm3.00..=.=''
nevermind..DIET!!haha

Lol,Emo photos~
Am I potential to be model??haha
haha,i'm forced to smile and do that sign..

Prepare a surprise for pui yun and hou reyn birthday,
haha,i create a lot lies to them,so that we can go to prepare it,
i feel myself very fake..haha
but its worth and fortunately its rain after we have celebrate it at the beach..hehe

Capture at a temple named "FU LIN GONG"
haha,yupe,all so desperate find the "YUEN" stone,
especially four girls..so SS..
unlike me,so natural in this photo..haha

our trip and the year 2009 came to the end..
12 people for this trip cannot consider as many or few,
exactly half students of my class..hee
although im broke now,i'm still enjoy it very much..
~~waiting for Christmas eve countdown~~


Again the tears come out from eyes..
not me,but someone..
I'm trying my best to help..

Once again,
short post before i go to pangkor..
Few more hours later,
i will be in the bus..
i will say hi to the sea,
i will take photo with my dear classmate..
imagine a year later will we organize trip go to somewhere after stpm??
or we just separate like that??
I really appreciate all the activities during my holidays either with excos or my classmates..

10/12/2009
Yupe,today i go to school for celebrate yap eng sing birthday at parade..
we all behave like so secret when we plan to give a necklace to him,
haha,no chance to take a photo of that necklace,
because really so secret..haha..

our mission..
me and wai hung go take the necklace,
while mei yee and kok lun go distract eng sing attention..haha

12/12/2009
Morning 11am,
my tripmates plan go to tesco buy foods for the pangkor trip on monday..
lol,once reach there,all start to crap again,
haha,only pui yun who busy to find those foods that're listed..

without realized,I have late to tuition,
fetch pei and wai hung to school,
so dangerous fetch these two fella's..totally BLACKLISTED from my car seats..haha

Well,exactly like last saturday,
evening 6pm,we meet at school again,
because i don't know how to go first garden..hee..

we were lost at 1st,bt then still can find zi xian house..(u.s.s.t outing)
BBQ at his house,met my old friend who pursue their study at college..
then play aiyaa bombak,i get the theory of the game,haha
number of people in the game is directly proportional to the degree of pain..
four malat lou hug together to enjoy the aircond..haha

after that we watch a movie acted by aaron kwok..
杀人犯
abit disgusting,yet not so horrible..
haha,just wanna whack that kid(killer)..
Before go back home,we went to "tong shui road'' eat supper,
the time around 12am,but still so crowded..

tomorrow go to pangkor again,
because i feel that my skin didn't dark at all after went there twice..haha..


you didn't change at all,
all the time,
infront of you,I have to pretend im fine..


9/12/2009
It can be consider as the U.S.S.T exco first outing at jusco..
haha,we were told by 11.30am reach there,but i was late..
enjoy our lunch at jj foodcourt before sing K..lol..


didi,naima,naima's ah lin and HA GUGU..

so coincidence meet another twinsy at jusco,
and something very "fish" happen in front the Japanese restaurant..haha
then start our sing K journey..
lol,at first feels like just some of us SS there..
especially that so called 王力宏(kar chuan),so self loving..
haha,bt soon all start to voice out..

cheese~~
the most fascinating moment,
is when ng yi lin sing,wow,
her voice just exactly like the singer's voice,
we all so shocked and tease that so called "lee hom".haha..

After sing k,
we drove to polo ground join pui yeeng and her sis to exercise,
haha,once reach there,saw her so wet,because just finish raining..
well,we do some stretching exercise..
the funny part,
when we discuss some of the exercise,
suddenly 'someone' fall down at another side,and all of us just laugh,
we felt so bad,but its really very funny..wakakkaka..

Its almost dinner time,
we move to MOMO cafe at greentown area there,
but then we found out Kon Shong nicer,
so change our plan to steamboat at kon shong..
wow,without realize,
my wallet become thinner after my whole day give to usst outing..
lol,more outing coming,where is my holiday revision?

5/12/2009
Today after math tuition,
I rush back home to take bath,because later i will go to kok lun's brother weeding party..
sit james 's car,and he guide mei yee to there,
James quite blur at 1st,lol,especially when he fetch us back home,
he non stop "fishing" i guess,he is trying to avoid from yawning..
i tink he is drunk and sleepy that time..luckily we successfully pass through the roadblock..
(finger crossed at that time)lol..
have alot fun at kok lun's house,drink alot beers too~
Heard kok lun's bro and his sister in law LOVE STORY..
so touch and admire them could do that..

难道我真的走错了吗?
已经三百多天了,
我依然找不到你的踪影了。。。



1/12/2009~3/12/2009
U.S.S.T PANGKOR CAMP

Sky slowly become brighter~
Its the day that we have waiting for~
Packed my things and feelings too,
just like prepare for a war..
Lol,the first day really exhausted,because all the camp stuff make us dizzy
,
12 excos have to carry it throughout the bus and ferry,
no doubt eggs and mayonnaise spoilt when we carry it..Lol..
I like this~(get from ha xin yi)

Along this camp,there are some activities that I like it..
especially dance performed by mei yee,zhan ming,and kar leng..
campers and excos hold hand and dance together,
the situation is so warm..
I also wont forget to promote the new song lyric "chang chang cute" edit by excos..
so funny that all excos SS there..haha..
How strong are our female excos!!
(don ever challenge them er,all so "malat" lol)

Lol,talk about this photo,really funny..
after take tis photo,then spread it over each other..=.=''
this photo is a prove for a game called "scene and clue"
just like movie CSI..im the killer..the couple necklace can prove
that im killer..lol
I just know i have to blow water to campers and create fake story to campers..funny game..
camp fire~

Night patrol
Now only i realized so many excos faced or meet those things~~
they don't want say out because don't scare other excos..
Actually I also realised so many weird things happen,
the 1st night,we really heard scream sound come from the basketball area there,
we were awake by that scream..
but then those excos who patrol didn't even hear the scream..
Then,the second midnight,my turn to patrol,
me,zhi hong,mei yee and wei wen,i purposely guide them walk to those abit haunted place..
then we met up with kok lun and xin yi..we sit at the ladder near camper's toilet..
the next day,zi xian told us that he saw "kawan" wear pink colour shirt,and long hair near camper toilet,when he is patrol after my shift..
I don't want say much,ITS OVER>>I'm in ipoh now..lol
last day of dinner..(so innocent let people 摆san台,rmb don challenge girl,lol)

kok lun behave gay again..


along the camp we try to be energetic..

the time we ride bus back to ipoh,all dreaming..its too tired..
this is the end of our usst camp..

Indeed,3 days 2 night really passed so fast..
I din take lots pictures due to my duty..
But I think these memories could keep in my heart..lol..

*阿美,I think i know how to keep my FLAGS..don worry to sleep beside me la..wakaka..
1 more week later,I will go to pangkor again,
*excos,i will help u all say hello to our kawan when i pass sk seri pangkor..
hope they wont tell me that "SAYA MAU MADU(kar chuan),BUKAN KAMU"..lol

Off to PANGKOR agaiN!!!!
wait me back ya~~


I hate to beand also toothache
Every single moment is precious..

A touching movie make me think of your stories..

Today activities quite interesting,
after physic tuition,we went to stadium play badminton,
hahaha,my turning backhand smash skills still the same,so yeng..
although so many ppl wanna vomit..haha
after tiring badminton game,
we plan to go eat "nga choi kai" at "lou wong" there..
at last 7 people join this plan,
hahaha,still ok,because ah sum the cinderella,also join us..lol
i wonder why these two restaurant "lou wong" and "ong kei"
always so crowded..so many customers..
Second round,
we went to oldtown kopitiam,hahaha,
blow water there,
include ghost story again..
actually the aim of this outing is to discuss about my class trip..
but.....hahaha
don't know why ghost story become part of my blow water topic..
hahahhaa,im becoming timid..LOL

I know its unfair for u,

why my action always opposite to my feeling..
am I getting used to it?

Just back from joon hong new house,
he invite some of us visit his new house,
after enjoy the buffet,
we decided go to cybercafe,but end with blow water again..
hahaha,until 1pm..
I felt sleepy when i drove back home just now,
lucky i drink abit of beer,haha..
I think I can't write anymore,my both eyes gonna close soon..
few more hours gonna go back to school,although holiday starts~~~
we all worrying what will happen next year..=.=''can't think too much..
we can do it together..

ITS really two years!!
two years before today,
I was surprised,shocked and astonished by him..
But then,its good that I'm no longer the youngest in my family,
because i have someone let me bully..
hahaha,i like to bully him very much..
purposely fooled him around..
did something that he cant do it well,like jump..
till now,he couldn't jump as well,
and i remember last time,I purposely jumped in front him,
and he is curious,then he try to jump,hahaha,
but he failed,and fall down till like a ball rolled on the floor..
he cried but that is very funny!!
Happy birthday to you yah!!
my dear nephew~~

holiday begin,
have alot plan on this holiday.
hope can occupy by you..

Typing letter to stay F2 class next year..
but i don't know what to write at all..
the page still blank..haha..
So many teacher ask why don't try F1 class??better study environment??hahaha..
maybe its really not suitable for me who like to play around in class..
eventhough i try study hard just want to get in F1 class,and it become true..
however,this thought no longer appear in my mind...
Be F2-ians forever..1st F2 supporters..F2 monitor that you all wont forget..
so "dog" right?hahaha..

I guess i shouldn't do that,
I just like feeling sorry to someone whenever i think..
abnormal thoughts again..lol

The whole day,
chemistry lesson is the only subject taught by teacher,
the other time,we were blow water and discuss about class trip,
and the destination we get is PANGKOR island again..
congrats that i will go pangkor for the third time in this month..haha..
by the way,if my class trip successfully organise by us,
i think it is really an enjoyable trip,
because the trip really suit me,
isolate from hectic life,relax in that tiny island for the days..
haha,unlike KL,shopping,and clubbing,
shouldn't be in my holiday list..
hope everyone of my classmates could join this trip..
gonna miss my classmates soon during the coming school holidays~~


can we walk along the seaside just like the movie?


titanic 2 acted by two guys..
I'm so HIGH~~hahaha..

feeling so good right now..
can't expect my enemy so brave..live in peace..
haha..

8/11/2009
As promised,I have to go pangkor to have a visit for USST camp venue,
initially i plan to write a long story about this trip,
bt im too lazy,>.<
i just can comment,it is fun!!exciting!!
and really exhausted that we have to borrow bicycle,
and cycle all over the pangkor island to survey the place..
somemore under the sun~~
cannot deny that my skin become darker again..
(although there is not much difference for my skin,but others so obvious..hehe)
December i will go there again,i think i must buy more sunblock..haha..
The most funny is at night, we all 'pillow talk' until midnight,
then suddenly whole house that we rent become dark,no electric supply,
so funny as i saw many of them so scare in dark.. hahaha..
then kok lun and I begin to tell ghost story..hoho!!
all get frightened until...
lol,include me la,i admit,
because i suddenly imagine the ghost movie that happen on a group of people go for trip too.. exactly the situation happened on that night.. kok lun and me,take at the ferry(hou yeng~~)


10/11/2009

back to school,
duty for the graduation day for form 5 and upper sixes..
after duty,
we went to watch movie at parade,
the movie is phobia..
hahaha,before that,i have no idea what kind of movie is this,
when i know it is thailand ghost movie,
its too late~~haha..
but i like this movie,
especially the 5th story,so funny
lol,sit beside two xinyi,my ears almost deaf..haha~~
why these few days always listen and mention ghost story de...addicted ah?cham~~

wee~~
finally back to my warm house..
haha,alot story have to be shared with..........

I can't sleep,not insomnia,
but in a dilemma..
why should I?
6 more hours i will go to pangkor island..
wish me take care..

lol,back to normal post..XD
just came back from my class outing,that is BBQ at nicole house,
i late to there,because i have slept overtime until my parent wake me,
then i drive to there in a safety speed limit lar..haha..
quite fun,it can be consider as miracle that almost everyone of my class attend this BBQ..haha..
no more two hands,that is less than 10 person..
haha,funny thing that is the smoke enter the whole house,
those shirts and pants have to re-wash..
wondering how do I clean up the house by myself,haha..
these few days thinking about sincerity,
haha,how to prove this word??
nothing except sincere move?lol..influence by teacher..
can u see any sincerity when u look through my eyes?haha

am i too crazy about that??
untill i behave abnormal??sorry!!

My base seriously being attacked..
waiting for the reinforcement,to rebuild my system..
however,the emperor still thinking,
can a goose accept to grow up a crow after all its children have dead..

Now I really can't control my feelings vv well,
where are my soldiers??
where are my general!!
my war~~LOL

I can feel my whole class today is so down,
due to some reasons,
sometime i also feel myself couldn't calm down,
keep quarreling on the same topic..
dont talk about that lerh..
althought today me n my classmate feel very down and moody,
I can't even feel the sense of emo in myself,
I'm contented with it..hehe..
thanks!!

feel bad when i hurt someone,
forgive me~

Yucks,I hate to be swollen!!!
don't know it will take how long to recover..=.=''
Lol,today me n my classmates have been spend 4 periods just for playing a simple game..
i'm not sure about the game's name,
but i know this game really hurt ..haha..
both of my legs very pain,and bruises appear everywhere now...enjoy!!haha
Till noon,today was the 1st day colloqium presentation,
and my class was the 2nd to present,
haha, we were laugh until tears almost come out when we watch my class video..
everything just coincidence as we make this video..
haha.my class prefects came in the class at the exact time..and alot alot things happen just in time..
whole video NO "NG" at all due to lacking of time..hehe..
wonderful F2 product..haha..
love it vv much!!


maybe this will help me to recover to be normal!!
don think too much...

I don't know
But I think I may be fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I know you better

I am trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

Oh, I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

Colbie Cailat-Fallin' For You
Love this song..WeEeE~~


Recently I found a series of "book" that take away my attention,
I just could read part of the "books",
really wanna read all these books,
but its hard to get those books from the book's owner,
I have tried many efforts,but......
perhaps reference book would still be the choice for me..
I have no idea~

24/10/2009
the day has come,tonight will be the sixth form night..
early 10am was the full rehearsal,
before the rehearsal,we had our last practice,lol..
as nicole take photo,i join her too..
obviously im very dark in the photo,no doubt..=.=''..
so funny about jacqueline be the paparazi of our class...(new series of nicole porter)lol..



Okay,as we told to arrive at school before 5.30pm,
i drove to sch at 4pm smtg,lol,
already so many people prepare at sch,
never expected bsmm room occupied by B1 class,busy make their "hairstyle"..haha..
so "biao" ar their hairstyle,esp ah yik!!
having alot photo taking with friends,hehe,
I think my classmates have tried our best in dance,
and thanks to my dance partner xin yi,at last i did obey ur intruction too..haha
although we cant get any prizes in the dance competition,
the process is the most important,we had alot fun and joy along the way,

To L6F2 classmates,
honestly our class really have alot type of ppl,
tall,always strict,frozen hill,funny,dark,auntie"ah sum",sot de,ruler limit vv long de,clubbing queen,pro in emo,always gossip,sleeping skill very high de......bla bla bla
however we did mingle each other too..
I know my dance move is "interesting",
don worry,im sure u guys can see it whenever u want..haha..
though we may different class and some may go to college next year,our gossip,blow water and the day i showing off my watch to teacher will still the same,
i'm still always crazy with u all!!
OUR L6F2 MEAT SOUR group photo!!(xin yi,sum missing)

Please don't avoid...
face it boldly although my mind keep pulling me away from..
I'm not gonna let my feeling control me..

Everything is end,
include my birthday,with numbness..
I have been successfully control myself not online for this three weeks.

10/10/2009
Lol,just because of final exam,i have to force myself study at library on that day..
morning till night..facing book whole day..
somebody said 18th bday quite meaningful,but mine just .....
btw,thanks to my friend's msg or wishes,some really make me so touch..haha(u know who you are)..........................

12-15/10/2009
The day has come,
well,i have did the wrong graph for ps..
nothing much i can comment about,
have to wait till the result come out..
hehe,the last day of exam was fun,
after dismiss school,went to parade and I suddenly become ji mui,haha..
but learn alot things lar,funny funny..
haha,train my courage to try bcz i din experience shopping like that before larh..
everytime just go straight on buying something..
nice experience..haha..

16/10/2009
today after dance practice,
shopping with my dear frens again,
hahaha,finally i have make a decision on buying clothes,
actually im quite "po ma" in buying something,
hahaha,have to thanks for my friends,
if not,i have to wait another day to choose it again..
until the salesgirl oso "shake head" to me..haha
looking forward for next week sixth form night luu~~

Today wake up quite earlier than usual school time,
because my sis jz back frm johor,
as she reach home,i can't slep well,
therefore, waiting time pass,
then i went to school,
play badminton at dono what centre near pgs hall,
suggested by my fren so called badminton ipoh state representative..haha
sam tet vs ex pgs??i think u all can guess the match results..haha..
quite a long time that i haven't exercise for that "syok"..
although it make me fall asleep at tuition,
all my tense like just release once i smash the ball,
unexpected play badminton can release tension..haha..
enjoy today badminton match vv much..

am i serious?
other than serious..
nothing else between us?


Can't expect that i did it badly..
Could someone lend me your ears??
I want to torture your ears..

There's not much time left,
I shall begin it,a step to approach..

Lol,today MKT meeting quite funny,
I have no idea,why suddenly I changed from serious mode into "blow water" mode..
normally when i attend club meeting,i will become quiet and serious..
but today just different with usual ttw..
even though gt teacher in the meeting,
i try to joke with all d monitors,lol..
let make some difference,president don have to always look so fierce..
besides,during the meeting,suddenly the whole lecture hall lights off,
still we continue the meeting in the dark,nice experience..
waiting to modify the whole club..lol..
haha,i guess i have changed,
since now the form six system is boys mix with girls,
i have learned to gossip,hahaha..pro~enjoy it..(insane)

New chemistry teacher came to my class yesterday,
ooohhhoooo,
really boring than I expected..
oRganIc CheMistRy?!?=.=


hardly to release the tense,
can tell me any method?


lol,its holiday time,
make me miss the time when i worked at jusco..
at that time i worry holiday time..because i dont like so many customers..
don wan sell phone,
just want to sit over there,blow water with other jusco staff..
hahaha,weird worker right?
like the pressure when i'm unable to sell any phone continuous few days..
like to "blow water" with those malay jusco staff,
realised tat my malay really bad..
like to sit at there "steal steal" to read novel..
like to play the new phone,games and its function..(seems like so bad,make the phone become secondhand like tat)
like to persuade customers to buy more expensive phone,so tat i can earn more commission,and even tell some small lies to those uncle and aunties..
BUT
i hate let those jusco guard body check,
caught by them because of my hair abit long..(kee min hair so short also get caught)
i hate let them catch me for using escalator..
i hate i have to walk so long to reach the nokia shop instead of using short cut that are prohibited to all jusco staff..(so many rules dela)
i hate some of the phone shop workers there for being so arrogant..

However its over,
wondering whether after stpm ,
would I still go back to jusco work??
owhhh,
better DONT..


luck would always stand at ur side,
no matter good or bad,
just face it boldly!

Exam finally over,
I already get back 2 subjects marks,math and chem..
this exam i really did it badly,
especially math..almost can be consider the worst in my class..
lack of exercise..and the night before math exam,
i din't even revise it,and sleep the whole night..
however,its over,aiming for the final examination,
that's will really decide whether i will stay at F2 class the next year..

Saturday,22/08/09
The first day of holidays,
I woke up at 7.30am,
and i rush to school as i have promised to join jungle trekking organised by school..(its free)
the destination is gopeng,
initially, we are decided for jungle trekking,
however,suddenly the teacher incharge change the plan due to weather,
go to explore cave,
we stunned when we heard the instructor that cave exploration isn't an easy thing..
teamwork is needed..
VAD 7 team represented by 8 heroes and heroins..
GUYS
1.me(superhero)
2.tham wai ham(mao president)
3.lian jia jie(leader)
4.kuan fei(go eat "lai fun")
5.lady NGA NGA("hill pig" squeeze here and there)
GIRLS
6.mok kar mun(d most "clean" shirt at the end)
7.soon yong en(so MAN lol)
8.chan weng yee(d most worried girl lol..)(drink enough water before start journey)

after we reach gopeng,
we were brought to the destination by stand on a lorry,
the lorry consider not so small,
but the lady nga nga nonstop pushing me n kuan fei,
and pity the girls..haha..at least we tease him as revenge..
exactly donno what time,we reach at a small road,
both side of the road surrounded by trees,we have no idea where is the cave,
then we follow the instructor..
oh gosh,we have to climb until so high,only reach the cave,
so steep,90 degrees tall..the girls almost start saying ng dim as we also haven start our cave exploration..
In cave,with their determination and cooperation,
we came across,climbing,crawling,crouching,sliding,
we have made it..
until our sixth form T so dirty,full of muds,
and we still go to restaurant eat for the free lunch with our dirty shirt..
lol,wondering how to wash our t-shirt..
next time the shirt sure become yellow in colour,regret for wearing tat shirt..
I like 6th form T alot,its nice ..
Having alot of fun--wash hand by cave water,see the species of cave spider,and those from bio class intend to catch it..
pain--hit by stalagmites,fall down when climb the hill and cave..
*all the photos at calvin nga there,will be uploaded soon*

I like all these activities,
bio class start their bugs hunting activities at cameron highland next week,
while physic don't hv any activities,
i want to organise,but everytime my "fire" to create an activities just extinguish by some of my classmate.."nt free lar,dono can anot larh"..wat a lame excuse..haiz..

give me sometime to forget you..

short hair,short time to comb,
syok ar...

As sky darker,i totally become another person again,
Is there anything "haunting" me?!?
Why i feel emo easily in just few minutes and last for whole night..
you have no idea that emo is suffering,
I tried to isolate myself from you all to be steady,
calm down,
don't think too much,
but all the things just rush to my mind,why?
exam pressure?(impossible)
jealous?(why should be me?)
Always reminding myself that I'm totally immune with that,
Just a simple move,
I don't want be the previous DOUBLE T DOUBLE V,
strict,cool,arrogant and always emo?!?
I just don't want to involve in it again,
so please stay away from,don't bother me,
all the accumulated emo soul pls leave me promptly and as far as possible,
when I realised my friends saw my emo look,they scared of me,
I hardly smile at them,
A good night spoilt by myself,
too difficult to spend a good night with you,
i hate this situation...
DUI BU QI,
I didn't expect tonight will be so worse,
I wouldn't keep any promise for you in the future,
instead feeling guilty that i abandon you the night..

Eeeeeeewww,
I really want to study,
someone please punch me,stop me from blowing water !!!
ARGhhh!!!...

....I do....
i do admire
your behaviour,your attitude and your character,
although its just a blog,
I could feel the strong feelings from you as u wrote it..
although there are many doubts that i could found on your blog,
I would wait to find the answer...
Every word from your blog could inspire me to appreciate my little life..
I would let my soul fall into your blog..

Just back from MONITOR farewell,
lol,i seems become the waiter,however,thanks to YKL for helping too..
really exhausted,
but its worth that i ate two plate of chichken chop,lol,since some of them absent,
SS alot at the farewell,and i can feel that the upper sixes' monitor,
felt boring,n not enjoy the farewell,
however,its over,
and i wanna sleep,cant revise lerh..zzzz..too full..
thinking of u..

I wont let the past happen again,
the history can't change in fact,
but i wont let it happen and hurt me once again,
I really don like game over for me..
strengthening my determination to halt the feelings,although its hard to stop,
its better stop my footsteps here,rather than i continue to step forward..
that's make my double feeling always appear on my mind..
exam just around the corner,
getting scary as I always involved in cocuricular activities than study..
mixed feelings just get off from me!!

Why im so unlucky,
today during recess,i rush to meet pn.tsia for something...
then i mistake the mouldy bread which i left it at my bag few days ago..
as i eat,i wondering why d bread taste so bad,
like smell of fish,and so greenish,im mean d taste..
YUCKS!!
As i think back,I also want to vomit,
I still ask pei pei why d taste so weird,
aiyooo,how come i so silly,i should throw d bread away promptly,
I still eat til vv syok..
after that,suddenly i saw my bread for today at my desk,oh no,
think that what the Hhhh am i eating..
straight away vomit it out,
haiz,what going on?tan ter wei!!
always take the wrong thing!!
ok lar,don write lerh..
stomachache-ing

depressed after getting know something today,
its good listen to others,but not in negative way,
don't know how to say,make me couldn't concentrate on what i'm doing for the whole day..
I still trying to change myself...............
Had my physic tuition class at a tuition centre today for the 1st lesson,
oh man,its really disgusting when i enter the toilet,
neither water pipe nor washing basin at the toilet,wondering what is cleanliness,
quickly get into the class continue lessons,
have to patient for that two hours..

once again,another person died from H1N1 disease,
it seems like everyday,1 person would died from this disease ONLY for malaysia,
today a young mother who had just give birth to her child 2weeks ago,but unfortunately she affected by H1N1 disease,she cant compete with virus and couldn't survive at last..
her 2 weeks baby lost her mom just because of this spreading virus around us..
as we can see,this disease getting deteriorate,
we can't predict people around whether they infected by h1n1,
that's why my friend always run to another side when someone sneeze or cough..
wondering is this a sign of Doom's day?

today I really speechless when i know that i have "mistook" the BLANKET from kbox on that day,
as zheng hoe and I thought the blanket was jacket that left by those girls..
then i took the blanket go back home..
oh man!!so fish lerh,lol,sure nobody want go to kbox with me in the future..lol..

Lol,rush hour,
after having US meeting and finish task for MKT,
rush to jj for so-called L6F2 gathering-sing k!!..
lol,wonder why all lower six class would choose sing k as entertainment..lol
well,its fun,we sing like mad,jump here jump there,
pui yun even say she can hear the scream and shout at the entrance of k-box..-,-
one of my class serious gang's member join us too,FOK!!
but he is too shy,choose those passionate songs but din sing..lol..
well done F2!!sixth form night waiting us to present..lol..(high school musical wor)
no idea for that..not even watch an episode before lol..
high!!