A Night To Remember

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

PAIN !! PAIN !!
i couldn't believe i think that again,
and once again my pillow and bed become wet of that..
whole night keep my eyes open..
i really still trying,give me some time,
i'm finding someone to share my thing,
neither anyone can let me believe them,
nor ask them to keep my secret...
WAKE UP LA!!!ttw!!

Already few days didn't gamble,cant stand it..lol..
as usual i went to work today,
but i come earlier,meet my friends...
walk with that chewing gum really suffering,
my pant so dirty now,still don't know bleach the pant can work or not er..
help that person carry the boxes till so sun fu ler,walk here walk there,still whack by that person..
MY 2nd day work finally got sales ler,
but i have made a big mistakes,
i give the new phone around rm2XXX to customers,
then i walk to my headquarter take new stocks,left customers at the counter play the new phone..
if the customers dishonest,they may get the phone and run..
that time i have to compensate RM2XXX!!!!!!
i cant imagine that..high risk for this job..
today was a great lessons for me,i will be more careful..
hope my commission can get more and more,
then i can spend u guys eat after i get salary..
so u guys must remember buy handphones from me ya!!!

HAPPY CHINESE "NIU" YEAR!!!!!
back to blogging,
these few days was extremely boring at my home,
luckily later I can go back my hometown,
meet my cousin and gamble with them,
I still thought this new year holidays i can meet all my friends,
but everyone work or busy visit their relatives,
left me alone at home,facing computer everyday..
my hand so itchy now,so wanna gamble right now..hehe..
tommorow will be my first day start my job in jusco...
lol,i still haven memo all handphone's function,
idle and lazy~
i guess you're at penang right now,
we already one month didn't meet and chat,
stay pretty and cool ya..

P-license!!finally i can get 'you' in my hand right now..
today after went to buy clothes,
I straight go to JPJ there,
so excited to get license,quite crowded at that time,
I have to stand and wait for my turn,
don hope will get disappointment bcz of their workers haven't key in my record,
but i'm wrong,didn't expect their efficiency is so fast...
YAY!!I finally can drive as i have wait to get this so long..
however,
i think my dad don't allow me drive alone,
he feels that i drive car until so fast,
and scolded me i sure get accident if i continue drive like that..=.=''
HOPE i can persuade him that i can drive alone during night time..
not so convenient at all if my parent fetch me to places where i want..

Finally is my turn to get P license,
there is nothing for me to happy about that,
i'm still dissatisfied with my performance,
i firmly feel that i could pass it for my first time..
However,its over,
waiting for CNY,hope tommorow i could get my P license,
but my instructor not sure about that,
depend on the efficiency of those JPJ workers..
there is lesser people who take the car driving test compared to last week,
make a lot friends at there,
I still saw an auntie sit for her 1st time driving test,
it was quite funny,
she couldn't touch the yellow line for the 1st time,then she was given second chance,
when she passed the slope for second time,she did it exactly the same,
everyone can be witness for that,
but the man-incharged let her pass it,
hahaha,
maybe pity her or else..
old aged is better,right?haha~

I'm quite desperate for tommorow car driving test,
few days before,i was wondering whether i will fail again,
and get embarassed infront of so many people,
but there is nothing to worry about,
just a small obstacles in my life,
why should i wonder and worry so much about that?
there will be more and more obstacles that i need to face in my future life..
I just hope tommorow everything will be alright as usual,
if I fXXX again,i still can retake the test,
maybe my luck really still don't stand at my side~
i have to accept it too..[touchwood]
my parents always give me advise,don't so easy to give up...
Today I just went back from jusco again,
yay,i'm confirm to get the phone seller job in jusco,
well,it's quite tough that i have to memorize all phone's function and model,
and i have to operate any phone which customers demand it..
Its still okay for me,
everything also need learn from basic,
I just hope i wont addict to new model handphone,
must always remember that I have to keep my salary for my future studies~~

Just back from saloon..
wow,my hair become very short alr,
i have no idea,need to fullfill my parents' demand,
they don't want me get trouble with hair when i work next week..
work in jusco really strict,exactly like school rules..
but still ok,although my hair short,after few more days,sure become vv long,
because my hair hormone just act like abnormal,
last year each month i have to cut twice..LOL..
right now i couldn't spike my hair,miss it!!

First day of being jobless,
the feelings quite nice,
because there is nothing to do at home,
helping mom sweep floor and etc,
just a boring work,
my mom scolded me,because i slep until 12pm only wake up..
whoa,long time didn't sleep until so late..
then i went to jusco again,
looking for job..
It was awkward when i pass through adidas shop,
all staff looking at me,
bcz I have promise them to work noon shiff,but i didn't made it..
hahahaha..
however,i will no longer be jobless..
soon,i will sell handphone in jusco..
although this job's salary not so high,still can accept..
furthermore it is more relax than be promoter,
just sit over there serve customers,
and try new model nokia phones..
that's my favouriteeeeee~~
plus I no need to hide my phone to sms or chat with friends..
however,its still under jusco company,
I can't keep my hair long,
jusco rules quite strict too..
Hope tonight nightmare will not invade into my dreams again..
why I keep thinking the scene where i fail my car driving test?..
I HATE failure!!!
I don wan fail again!!!

Today will be my last day to be promoter in jj..
LOL,
although that job quite boring,
no people can chat with me,
and all my supervisor is auntie,
not the same topics at all,but still can "blow water" with them..
after today,i might be jobless,
however we cant predict tommorow what will be happen,
maybe tonight just a call,
i straight can work as usual at other place,
because i have interview at few HUNDREDS place,
but all manager just asked me to wait their phone calls,
yesterday met some friends when i worked,
my friend will be leaving to australia for further study,
but he told me that he don't want go there,
omg,damn envy them..
I still planning what can i do next week,
i am boring and lonely,
couldn't find friends come out to hang out..
everyone have gone to pursue their further study ,
left me........................sam tet?haiz~
MISS THEM VERY MUCH!!!
My old friends~
must remember always keep touching oh!

I guess after sunday,
i stop working ler,
although there is no income,
boring,and no friends to chat,
thats not mean that my life is meaningless,
perhaps,
after few days,
i could find a high salary job,
and train my speaking ability too..
especially persuade customers to buy stuff really difficult,
lol,
i stil aiming to be top sales guy~eventhough i don't want to be salesman..lol..

I really hate people who smoking..
Today before work,
i went to jusco worker's toilet,
OMG!!!the toilet is full of smoke,
i cant even breathe,suffocating at there,
wanna escape from that place..
I really cant stand that bad smell,
make my uniform bad smoking odour,
i wonder later customers will think im a smoker,
give them bad impression...
I wont go that toilet again ler,
its too horrible,
so many guys gather in a small toilet and smoke,
seems like so enjoy,
but im innocent,
be their second hand smoker..
zzz~

OMG!!!
I can't believe that i fail my car driving test!!!!
just a
silly mistake make me fail it,
i shouldn't act smart that time,
but that kancil car absolutely different from my instructor car..
i couldnt used it well..
Well,its over,
now i just hope i won't get nightmare tonight,
that scene i still remember very well,
all my friends shouted out when my car drop from the slope,
deeply depressed at that moment,
over confident which lead me to failure~
sorry,
i have disappoint you!!!
hope you're my 1st passenger...
3 more days i have to change job,
i will be jobless no longer,
i still hesitating,
should i work at adidas shop which have alot strict rules and unreasonable "law"?
but the manager ask me start work on 19th january,
i have no much time to consider about that..
if you here,
maybe i can solve this easily..
but its over for us,i really need to accept it,haiz~

Well,this is my 1st time to write blog,
perhaps im quite outdated,
because all blog settings and others i still not used to it,
just simply click and post it,
nevermind,i will try to learn it..
by the way,today after work,
quite exhausted,
tommorow still gonna sit for car driving test..
im not scare at all,
jz hope the luck will stand at my side tommorow..
and i stil haven't forget the reason why i learn car,
i still hesitating,why i just couldn't forget "it"!!!
last year i shouldn't do that decision,
and now i wont suffering so much of that..
perhaps,
that is fate,
i should accept the term "accept and give" all happiness and sorrow..
STUDY really better than WORK!!!
can chit chat with friends,joking together and organise something..
MISS that time!!!!!!!
u guys who study should appreciate the time..
I can't back to the past anymore,
~don't be too late to regret~