A Night To Remember

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

If I could correct my bad behaviour,is that good?
I really try my best,really really really really really !!!
but why the result still be like that???
and the worst is the time i receive my result,
not just only depressed that simple..
I'm not the one who want to be like that,
all the things that observe may different with the facts..
I just can't stop myself from behaving badly,
I'm just so helpless sometime alone in a single room..
I change to another person because of the test..
Anyone in this world is perfect??
without facing any problems in all aspects,
I would like meet him/her because I don't want to fail it and the things that I opt for..
Can the person come and help me??

happy all the time when nothing happen..
But when thing's come,I'm just not like myself again,
scare to get involve in trouble..
Gotong Royong tomorrow...weee~~~

有时坏人其实就是真正的好人。。

一场倾盆大雨。。
我坐在模糊的车镜前,
看不清路上所有一切,只有不同光度的车灯围绕着我,
找不到方向感,目的地却离我越来越远。。

就像我一样变的越来越孤僻,
总是生活在自己的世界里,
每个朋友都离我而去,
我只能看着他们对我说再见。。

我以为我懂很多,可以开导朋友,
但其实我已经很难分辨好与坏,
虽然我知道事情所发的原因,
但我却不断地再犯错。。

隐藏在我心里的恶虏的我占胜了友善的我,
我无法控制自己,
我真的有双种心态的倾向吗?
难道我会像戏里的主角心里变态?

一切事情都是我所引起,
多麽想把所有一切烦恼抛到九霄云外。。
烦恼会被人影响吗?
为何所有人都仿浮都堕入在烦恼中?


First time I wrote in chinese,
because i felt guilty to everyone,
especially the FAT one..sorry !!