A Night To Remember

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.


Yesterday night i plan to spend my family and relatives eat supper,

for the purpose of my 1st salary which i just get it..

so i try to fetch them go out..

However,when i try to reverse my car from my house,

i just look at back,didn't realize my infront view,

then i quickly turn the car stereng into right side,

My gosh,i still didn't realise the infront car also will turn to the left side,

and continue reverse,

"BANG" so loudly,my mom was inside the bathroom,

rush out from the bathroom,and all neighbours come out to have a look..

hahaha,EMBARASSED~

lack of experiences which lead me to this small accident,

the infront car light and bumper drop off..

my dad was astonished and stun at the moment..

but i have no feeling at all..

i guess my parent wouldn't allow me to drive alone in these few months..

*blur*trying to put eveything back into the normal situation by using elephant gum..but still drop off..haha

~Thinking to the past~
Everything just gone so fast,i hope that just a dream for me,
will not leave any memories in my mind after i wake up,
thinking to the past~
which start from my secondary school's tution,
til u sit infront of me,
the first time i receive your message,
the first time i say hi to u at the roadside,
the first time our name wrote on our classroom board respectively,
the first time we were played by your friends during your cameron trip,
the first time i attend the same tuition centre twice a week for just a minute conversation with you,
and everything just begin perfectly,
i have to apologize for not giving you the best,
there is no ending for me,so i wouldn't let it just end like that~

Just came back from work,so early right?haha..
actually i very enjoy this job,
but cons overweight the pros,
If phones lost i have to pay;
If phones get scratched,i have to compensate the money for repair..
I hate that,
that's why now i getting emo here and there,
there are total 3 phones get scratched,
therefore the stock checker blame me n my partner..
told us that it is our responsibility to care for these phones,
HOW DO I KNOW WHETHER THE PHONE WILL GET SCRATCHED??
i just start my work on last month,and i was innocent for being blame by that !!
IS this stuff make me quarrel with my mom,
because i'm moody by that..sorry~
"calm down"-ing~in progress~

Just a simple post,
because i gonna sleep right now,this is due to the event organized by the jusco tommorow..
i have no idea about tommorow what will be happened..
My supervisor just told me that tommorow i have to attend the fire training at 8am 2moro,
I was totally bewildered by that,
haha,my audio visual department,
all the jusco staff include my partner didn't attend this "what we called latihan kebakaran"..
i guess it is quite similar with my secondary school's latihan kebakaran,perhaps..
So , i have no choice,
have to work at 8am,quite early for me,
because nowadays,i sleep until 10 am only TRYING to wake up,
struggle at the bed,lol..
scare my supervisor,although she is female,haha..
not so 'friend' with her..lol..
good night~

Today when i wake up,
i realized my face become swollen,
aiks,
perhaps it is due to the dry condition where i work there,
some day i didn't even drink water,
now it is the consequences,
haiz,regret and felt guilty for nt listening my parent's advice,
now it ned takes 3 month to recover,zzzz

Wow,
tonight really alots people shopping at jusco,
the phone sales astounded me,
i still thought that today i will getting 0 sales and bring back "egg" to my house,
maybe today is the weekend,
people like to spend money on buying some new model phones,eventhough economic recession..
so tired and worn out,
wanna sleep now,
because i helped customers to take the new model phones,
i have to walk a long path,need so many energy while i'm not so healthy nowadays,
LOL,tomorrow going to pray,
need to wake up early,
cannot sleep until 12 pm...zzzzzzzz

During my work,
i always take out nokia N78 to test,well,this phone really make me addicted of it..
because the N-series function absolutely suitable with my demand,
in addition the price still acceptable,
just the keypad quite weird but special~

compare with N73,which phone will be nicer?LOL

Still got lots of people around this world,
why do you still worry so much?

As usual i went to work today..
Everytime before i go to work,
i have to tie my hair well well,cannot spike,cannot make any hairstyle..
suffering..
all these just because of those damn blue waves,
actually they have nothing to scare about,because they have to work for their responsibility,
they don't want get scolded by manager..
anyhow,
i will be the victim..
that's quite funny when i heard an auntie chatting with her friends,
she said she seems go back to the past,
everyday go back to school,enclosed by all stringent rules in JJ..
for those who haven't work yet,
please don't try to apply job in JJ..[WARNING]

Today can be consider as a lucky day for me,
first time let customer spend me eat lunch,
hahaha,
i just help the customer(uncle) to insert all contact number in his new phone,
he so thankful for my kindness,
non-stop beg me,let him spend me eat at restaurant..
at first i have ignore him about half an hour,
but he still keep asking me,
I also "bu hao yi si" lor,
i tell a lie,ask him go tat restaurant 1st,
then i only go there meet him,
the main purpose i do that is after i order the foods then i can straight pay the money,
then there will be no reasons for the customer to pay my bill,
because i really don want let the customer use money lar,
But when i reach there,that uncle already order so many foods,
he is so polite,crap-ing with him at there..
haha,at last he pay the bill,couldn't fight with him when pay the bill,
btw i can save my lunch money..haha..

WHY ARE YOU LET ME THINKING OF YOU?!!

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you,
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know,
Do you catch a breath?
When i look at you,
are you holding back?
Like the way i do,
cause i'm trying to walk away,away and away~

have been abandoned my blog about one week,
finally i'm back,
and i'm back from driving too..
wow,
absolutely feel
HOT right now,
wanna jump into swimming pool..
Just now i fetch my mom to cut hair,
then in the way to the saloon,
suddenly a deafening sound come from the tyre,
I thought my car hit animals or else,
because that sound really loud,
and the surroundings look at my car too,
i stop at the side,and quickly have a look at the car,but nothing wrong with the car..
then i continue drive,
aisehh,the whole car suddenly so warm,
the air conditioners are not function as well..
Urrggghh,still have to wait my mom cut her hair in the car for couple hours..
zzzzzz...
under this condition,
luckily i still can manage drive as well as usual,
sweating along the pathway to my house..
just finish bath,feel comfortable now..
by the way,when is the valentine's day?
I really don't know what's the date..
Last week I just work work and work,
nothing else can i do,
everyday after come back from work,
straight went for a nap,
when i wake up,only realise i sleep until the next day morning,
have to rush for work again..
Every tuesday i work for morning shift,so i have the chance go to pasar malam,
However,every tuesday,
the sky sure become very black and start to rain in the afternoon until night..
I can't even have a chance to go out..LOL..
FATE~
the day after this month will be the spm 2008 results,
I have nothing to do with that,
if every night i keep thinking the spm results will be better or not,
that's will not change my spm results fact,
i rather put all my effort in my job now..
planning to study private college??or form 6??depend on the spm results..
don hope it will be the same as pmr results!!URghhhhhhh...

My nephew so cute and handsome now!!!
still remember last year I always complain him,
because he always shout and cry so loudly..
when i was studying,he sure come in my room find me,
ask me play with him..
alerluhya~spm coming soon,still wanna play doll with him..
he is quite active and curious about everything..
especially leng lui,
he will non stop laugh with leng lui and play with them,
OMG!!!so fast jou learn how to "kao lui" already..
as uncle,i still need learn alot skills from him..haha

















just a few months baby~














start learn how to sit~



















looking leng lui pictures together~haha














start know how to "kao lui"~spike hair~sunglasses~haha














2009 chinese new years look!!he get ready to know more girls in this year~




















His name is called Ryan Tan..
anyone interested in him,contact me...haha...
*真正的爱可以跨越距离 只要我们的心是零距离?
nice phrase,
i so hope i can get that true love too..