A Night To Remember

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

Holiday begins,
no plan for these two weeks,
maybe watch terminator,farewell for my friend who pursue study at australia..
play soccer for the coming interclass competition..
preparing for tomorrow interview..
not so confident as i have rejected by so many times for interview or else..

DUKACITA DIMAKLUMKAN!!!Anda tidak berjaya!!!AGAIN!!
[broken]
i think i have been fated to study form 6,

quite depressed,have to facing all syllabus,especially chemistry divided by physical,organic and inorganic..
i have put alot effort in appealing matric,purposely go to putrajaya department send letter,
ask people who work in MCA(pegawai parlimen)to help me,write letter to education minister,send letter to MCAbut at last it turns out dukacita!!

initially,i want to cry for that,i make my parent disappointed..
but I feel that perhaps the "god" want me to study form 6 so that i'm able to pursue my study at overseas,
where local govt don wan keep our chinese in their country,therefore we have to get this minded..
on behalf of chinese,we shall leave this country,i'm nt racist,whereas this based on my reading on articles..
'WHAT for you study so hard and excellent in coco,instead you din't even get any offer for scholarship'..
seeking so many forum,
they have fed up with m'sia,I 'll learn from them,
try my best in stpm,get good result,
leave this country if i get opportunity,that's wat form 6 students should do!!
sorry for anger and frustration,excuse me for any inconvenience..
(MOODY!!)why i cnt get it!!!
A new life has begin..

Today went to parade for buying teacher's day gift..
looking for cards,recently those cards quite exorbitant,
wondering my classmates will scold us or not for using class fund buying these expensive cards..


look at my handwriting so neat,lol..
I still cnt change my habit which use ruler to write words since form 4..
even spm time,i using this habit to sit for every paper..lol..

ohh man,
i'm not sure what my class teachers teaching..
all LAME!!
really have to find tuition for all subjects,
don't want regret..especially PA..
not confident with the two teachers,
mr.tan,
he taught me during form 5 malay(temporary)..
we called him "blow water king"..
no doubt my all ex senior ask me to get a tuition for PA,if the PA teacher is mr.tan..sorry,mr.tan..
while,mr.ho,
i kept on yawning during his class..REALLY!!
exactly like teaching sejarah..but a boring sejarah lessons when compare to my previous history teacher..
if im not sit infront of teacher,
i sure get a well sleep in class..
MUET>>DRAMA??
who going to do?LOL..I guess everyone will be last minute to prepare it if im nt mistaken..
I have wasted my money for buying LONGMAN physic,instead of teacher asking us to buy oxford fajar..zzz

Happy Birthday to Soh Yi Cong,
hope the birthday song that sing by us will make you TOUCH !! as you have been elected as presiden of sixth form society..Congratz..

As usual,go to school,
finally divide class lerh,
L6F2 will be my class,quite unsatisfied with that..
i guess the teachers teaching my class not so good,
haiz,have to find tuition for all subjects..
I was chosen to get monitor,luckily i rejected it AGAIN~
be assistant monitor,
don't know why i will having this thought "joining club is hopeless"..
perhaps,
the jpa interview had make me fed up with coco marks..
due to my other state's friends who not excellent in cocuricular activity,
but they are able to get more than 8.5 points for CGPA,
while i have put so many effort for my society,monitor and others,
but it turns out to be ~~~~~~ Haiz..7. smtg points only..
what for !!why are their school helping them by giving so high coco CGPA marks..
have to pick up my mood,get ready to study luu...

praying hard:22th may,i can see these words "dengan sukacita,anda telah berjaya mendapat ....."

Today form 6 station games is so funny,
although all the games quite lame,and easy,
really funny when all my group member participate and play like mad..
perhaps today i was just too "OVER" already..haha..plus abit thick face..lol..
so that my group wasn't so silent..hehe..good leader?
what a "good" group theme~~

Gemini~~~WuU~~wWUUuu~~

Luckily i have rejected to get any post for sixth form society..
i have to tell all my friends,"pls don vote me"...so weird when say it at the stage..lol..

Please give me the only chance!!
22th of may,which the day change my fate!!

!!FAIL!!
Jpa hope GONE!!!
really form 6??!!??zzz