A Night To Remember

lol,its holiday time,
make me miss the time when i worked at jusco..
at that time i worry holiday time..because i dont like so many customers..
don wan sell phone,
just want to sit over there,blow water with other jusco staff..
hahaha,weird worker right?

like the pressure when i'm unable to sell any phone continuous few days..
like to "blow water" with those malay jusco staff,
realised tat my malay really bad..
like to sit at there "steal steal" to read novel..
like to play the new phone,games and its function..(seems like so bad,make the phone become secondhand like tat)
like to persuade customers to buy more expensive phone,so tat i can earn more commission,and even tell some small lies to those uncle and aunties..
BUT
i hate let those jusco guard body check,
caught by them because of my hair abit long..(kee min hair so short also get caught)
i hate let them catch me for using escalator..
i hate i have to walk so long to reach the nokia shop instead of using short cut that are prohibited to all jusco staff..(so many rules dela)
i hate some of the phone shop workers there for being so arrogant..

However its over,
wondering whether after stpm ,
would I still go back to jusco work??
owhhh,
better DONT..

Exam finally over,
I already get back 2 subjects marks,math and chem..
this exam i really did it badly,
especially math..almost can be consider the worst in my class..
lack of exercise..and the night before math exam,
i din't even revise it,and sleep the whole night..
however,its over,aiming for the final examination,
that's will really decide whether i will stay at F2 class the next year..

Saturday,22/08/09
The first day of holidays,
I woke up at 7.30am,
and i rush to school as i have promised to join jungle trekking organised by school..(its free)
the destination is gopeng,
initially, we are decided for jungle trekking,
however,suddenly the teacher incharge change the plan due to weather,
go to explore cave,
we stunned when we heard the instructor that cave exploration isn't an easy thing..
teamwork is needed..
VAD 7 team represented by 8 heroes and heroins..
GUYS
1.me(superhero)
2.tham wai ham(mao president)
3.lian jia jie(leader)
4.kuan fei(go eat "lai fun")
5.lady NGA NGA("hill pig" squeeze here and there)
GIRLS
6.mok kar mun(d most "clean" shirt at the end)
7.soon yong en(so MAN lol)
8.chan weng yee(d most worried girl lol..)(drink enough water before start journey)

after we reach gopeng,
we were brought to the destination by stand on a lorry,
the lorry consider not so small,
but the lady nga nga nonstop pushing me n kuan fei,
and pity the girls..haha..at least we tease him as revenge..
exactly donno what time,we reach at a small road,
both side of the road surrounded by trees,we have no idea where is the cave,
then we follow the instructor..
oh gosh,we have to climb until so high,only reach the cave,
so steep,90 degrees tall..the girls almost start saying ng dim as we also haven start our cave exploration..
In cave,with their determination and cooperation,
we came across,climbing,crawling,crouching,sliding,
we have made it..
until our sixth form T so dirty,full of muds,
and we still go to restaurant eat for the free lunch with our dirty shirt..
lol,wondering how to wash our t-shirt..
next time the shirt sure become yellow in colour,regret for wearing tat shirt..
I like 6th form T alot,its nice ..
Having alot of fun--wash hand by cave water,see the species of cave spider,and those from bio class intend to catch it..
pain--hit by stalagmites,fall down when climb the hill and cave..
*all the photos at calvin nga there,will be uploaded soon*

I like all these activities,
bio class start their bugs hunting activities at cameron highland next week,
while physic don't hv any activities,
i want to organise,but everytime my "fire" to create an activities just extinguish by some of my classmate.."nt free lar,dono can anot larh"..wat a lame excuse..haiz..

short hair,short time to comb,
syok ar...

As sky darker,i totally become another person again,
Is there anything "haunting" me?!?
Why i feel emo easily in just few minutes and last for whole night..
you have no idea that emo is suffering,
I tried to isolate myself from you all to be steady,
calm down,
don't think too much,
but all the things just rush to my mind,why?
exam pressure?(impossible)
jealous?(why should be me?)
Always reminding myself that I'm totally immune with that,
Just a simple move,
I don't want be the previous DOUBLE T DOUBLE V,
strict,cool,arrogant and always emo?!?
I just don't want to involve in it again,
so please stay away from,don't bother me,
all the accumulated emo soul pls leave me promptly and as far as possible,
when I realised my friends saw my emo look,they scared of me,
I hardly smile at them,
A good night spoilt by myself,
too difficult to spend a good night with you,
i hate this situation...
DUI BU QI,
I didn't expect tonight will be so worse,
I wouldn't keep any promise for you in the future,
instead feeling guilty that i abandon you the night..

Eeeeeeewww,
I really want to study,
someone please punch me,stop me from blowing water !!!
ARGhhh!!!...

....I do....
i do admire
your behaviour,your attitude and your character,
although its just a blog,
I could feel the strong feelings from you as u wrote it..
although there are many doubts that i could found on your blog,
I would wait to find the answer...
Every word from your blog could inspire me to appreciate my little life..
I would let my soul fall into your blog..

Just back from MONITOR farewell,
lol,i seems become the waiter,however,thanks to YKL for helping too..
really exhausted,
but its worth that i ate two plate of chichken chop,lol,since some of them absent,
SS alot at the farewell,and i can feel that the upper sixes' monitor,
felt boring,n not enjoy the farewell,
however,its over,
and i wanna sleep,cant revise lerh..zzzz..too full..
thinking of u..

I wont let the past happen again,
the history can't change in fact,
but i wont let it happen and hurt me once again,
I really don like game over for me..
strengthening my determination to halt the feelings,although its hard to stop,
its better stop my footsteps here,rather than i continue to step forward..
that's make my double feeling always appear on my mind..
exam just around the corner,
getting scary as I always involved in cocuricular activities than study..
mixed feelings just get off from me!!

Why im so unlucky,
today during recess,i rush to meet pn.tsia for something...
then i mistake the mouldy bread which i left it at my bag few days ago..
as i eat,i wondering why d bread taste so bad,
like smell of fish,and so greenish,im mean d taste..
YUCKS!!
As i think back,I also want to vomit,
I still ask pei pei why d taste so weird,
aiyooo,how come i so silly,i should throw d bread away promptly,
I still eat til vv syok..
after that,suddenly i saw my bread for today at my desk,oh no,
think that what the Hhhh am i eating..
straight away vomit it out,
haiz,what going on?tan ter wei!!
always take the wrong thing!!
ok lar,don write lerh..
stomachache-ing

depressed after getting know something today,
its good listen to others,but not in negative way,
don't know how to say,make me couldn't concentrate on what i'm doing for the whole day..
I still trying to change myself...............
Had my physic tuition class at a tuition centre today for the 1st lesson,
oh man,its really disgusting when i enter the toilet,
neither water pipe nor washing basin at the toilet,wondering what is cleanliness,
quickly get into the class continue lessons,
have to patient for that two hours..

once again,another person died from H1N1 disease,
it seems like everyday,1 person would died from this disease ONLY for malaysia,
today a young mother who had just give birth to her child 2weeks ago,but unfortunately she affected by H1N1 disease,she cant compete with virus and couldn't survive at last..
her 2 weeks baby lost her mom just because of this spreading virus around us..
as we can see,this disease getting deteriorate,
we can't predict people around whether they infected by h1n1,
that's why my friend always run to another side when someone sneeze or cough..
wondering is this a sign of Doom's day?

today I really speechless when i know that i have "mistook" the BLANKET from kbox on that day,
as zheng hoe and I thought the blanket was jacket that left by those girls..
then i took the blanket go back home..
oh man!!so fish lerh,lol,sure nobody want go to kbox with me in the future..lol..

Lol,rush hour,
after having US meeting and finish task for MKT,
rush to jj for so-called L6F2 gathering-sing k!!..
lol,wonder why all lower six class would choose sing k as entertainment..lol
well,its fun,we sing like mad,jump here jump there,
pui yun even say she can hear the scream and shout at the entrance of k-box..-,-
one of my class serious gang's member join us too,FOK!!
but he is too shy,choose those passionate songs but din sing..lol..
well done F2!!sixth form night waiting us to present..lol..(high school musical wor)

no idea for that..not even watch an episode before lol..
high!!