A Night To Remember

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

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Just a simple post after i have abandon this blog long time ago....

Chinese New Year had come to the end,
and yesterday valentine day ,
just wanna say i enjoy it,but I just can't express every of my feelings,
because its complicated....

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No one can help me this time..

not in academic..aiks

Beach party

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My legs are cramp,and its really exhausted,
I plan to sleep until afternoon but then my daddy ask me wake up to eat breakfast..
because I today 4 am only go back home from work,
Well,yesterday i go to my working place at 2pm as they told us go earlier,
but then after i go there,I was so boring and look at those boss busy doing things,
and I just sit at the sofa,looking innocent at them,
Don't know why I'm just don't like myself doing nothing,not
comfortable with that,

Luckily miss chan bring me to jusco before i work,to buy
another green t shirt,
THANKS YA!!
if not i sure let me colleague laugh at me,
because my shirt that i wear previously was so childish,
hahaha..
I don't have any green shirt,even that
I plan to wear my daddy shirt,
luckily my sister told me,it looks ugly when i wear it !!

after that ah bear fetch me to lost world,
and again we have waited there for few hours until 6 pm,ima
gine that 4 hours we were doing nothing,is that boring??hahaha..
nicole ,ah bear, kar yan and I just loitering around lost world,
then around 6pm,all the bikini models havejust reached lost world,
we were astonished and a little excited,haha..
however i don't think all 50++ models are pretty at all,
because their make up make them looks mature enough like 30++ years old..
I heard some of the uncles talking yellow things about bikini models..
the worker is setting up for the main entrance..

At night,alot problem occur when i set up
my beer counter,
some of my counter carlsberg promoters were confused when our c
ounter surrounded by crowded..
fortunately I calm down and control the situation again..
I crash my head when i carry ice from the truck and its hurt !!
not sure whether my eye will swollen or not..my spectacle have to repair..
can you see the red packet?that packet contain 5 carlsberg and it cost rm65 !!
one carlsberg cost rm15,expensive right?
but mostly those who join beach party is rich..
bikini models at my counter there,i dare not to approach them..hahaha

when everything settle,
I start to loiter ,around 4000++ enter this beach party yesterday,
and it was hot and cool,girls wearing bikini and guy showing their muscular body..
dance crazily at the beach especially hitz.fm deejay can play the music..
If I didn't work,I think this is a cool beach party !!
work until almost 4am ,we only dismiss from work..earn money really hard..
sleepy ZzZzzz

Job

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Yesterday suddenly a message from miss ha,
there is an offer for working at lost world tambun for the beach party..
And the salary is rm100 ?!? work from 6pm until midnight 2am..
when I see the rm 100 work for only one day,
I admit I was a little bit of excited but I'm don't know whether I
'm qualify for the job,
since I'm not handsome,neither tall nor muscular body..
then i get to know that nicole also going,
hahaha,she also wondering whether she need to wear bikini to work,
because we don't even know what's that job is..
so i fetch nicole and her friend to the place for briefing,
and the senior brothers take us to lost world of tambun for letting u
s know what's our duty,
we didn't even eat dinner then stay there for few hours,
of course luckily i drive to there,
after finish discuss everything,we can straight leave lost world..hehe..
so those who are going to beach party held at lostworld,hope to see you guys at there,
I'm duty at beer counter,im not bartender of course..hahaha..

can you see there is water shoot out?
this is the newly built hotspring at lost world.
Its cool when rinsed your body into the hot spring during the cool night~

Another day passed

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Holiday going to start soon ler..
and I get my terrible exam result,
a lot mistakes,
this holiday is the important key for whether I can score good result in stpm or not...
I have lost a lot attention in my study,
due to my family problem..
hope everything will be better tomorrow...
Just back from library,
the electric supply to school library always not functioning,
and I sweat alot today because me and my friends still continue to do homework
although there is no electric supply,we rely on the natural resourses that is sunlight..hahaha..

If you feel like want happy then don't read my blog post please..
The first blog post until today already have about 1 year and 8 months,
I can say that my blog can be funny,can be cute,can sometime write something interesting,
but there is one thing never changed,
that is my blog still full of sadness,
the small phrase at the bottom of each post...
this kind of feelings when I open my blog will never leave me,
Many people called me faker,actually I know that is true, I
because I never tell everyone the truth and genuine things,
I avoid the topic by saying other things,
I hide it in my heart,nobody know what am I thinking,
Sometime I do helpless too,I seems like come to d endCANof the road because I forced myself too hard..
I don't know what to do,what to account,and I choose express it to myself during night time,
I can't change my weakness ,think too much,i tried a lot efforts to change it by buying alot alot books whenever i go to bookstore,
but its still effortless..
I'm not a real man,now I only know I'm not tough in SMILE the real life,
I just become like a normal girl,
choose to express it in another ways when i encounter problem..
I intend to do something that prohibited me to do that things..
Why I just can't be that understanding?
Why I have to face this cruel and precious time aBECAUSE
tick tock tick tock~time passed 1,2 ,3,4,.......seconds just take everything from me,
no wonder so many people said that TIME IS CRUEL..
I have to face it again ...face everything tat is cruel..
when I will be awake from this dream???
Why I can't accept those cruel word??
why say regret???alot why....... ........OF YOU,MY FRIENDS

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I think I will not online for these few months,
because my line gonna be cut soon,
Just finish stpm trial,its tougher than i expected especially chemistry paper,
I was shivering there when I have insufficient time to complete it,
and I blank the whole page,because I was too nervous until I can't think properly what's the chemical reaction..
that's the reason for why I had nightmare continuously for these few days,
so frightened during midnight,
two big eyes blinking and looking to the ceiling,
can't sleep..............................................................................................




I hope I can be understanding all the time,
I need it,I really need it!!!

=)

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Parents day today,
already 11 years my parents take exam report card at school,
as well as this upper six year too,haha..
Just receive MUET result slip,
the grade is band 4 ,so relieved as I don't need to resit the test again..
but the grade is lower band 4,prove that my english is really terrible..
I didn't blog since long time ago,
and I guess is because stpm exam is approaching ,
I feel lazy to update it,just depend on the mood..
I don't want the time for stpm examination become nearer and nearer to me,
not because I'm not prepare for it,is because I don't want separate with all my friends..
For sure we all will go to different places to pursue study again..
However,I have to accept the realistic,
everyone will have to separate one day....



Hope to be perfect,
but making the situation becoming worse..

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