A Night To Remember

When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

As exam around the corner,
we all were tensed up,except me,
I still don't know why I'm so relax,online,
din even touch the stacks of notes and books yet..
Yesterday stpm results had came out,
and as expected my senior scored 4 flat,
i wondering why this year there are so many people get 4flat compared to previous year..
Can I be the one of them??

Today morning me,wai hung and two xinyi,
try to do revision at the mcd near super kinta there..
at first we were quite surprised because the mcd had renovate,
i think me and wai hung distracted bt the tv programme,
the environment is not so good if we trying to do revision,hahhaa,
because the worker there smoke,and it is vv HOT!!!
Imagine when you are sweating while you are studying..lol..

Its had been long time that I didn't step into the clinic to check my teeth,
and today I get the opportunity,
but not me..hahaha..is chan xinyi,
lol,she was so nervous and frightened!!don't cry ya..wakakaka...
but I can see how boldly is she walk to the nurse and let the doctor take off her teeth..
eEeeww...i can imagine how pain it is..luckily isn't me..hahaha..
however I don't know my teeth severely pain now..=.=''

20/02/2010
Back from singing at kbox jj again,
wit f2 friends..
everyone squeeze at the room..
because ker lee,krystle and julliene join us too..
didn't sing much..just shout!!haha..
so eat and drink alots just not to waste money..
hahaha..don't know why kbox will control my mood..
suddenly raise to the highest peak and drop to the lowest level..
so unstable..haha..



Why I become so unreasonable on thinking something?
Isit I not enough mature to handle it,
or slowly losing confidence on begin a decision?
By right,now i should strongly support my perspective on my future,
I cannot let my emotion beat me,
I cannot be influenced so easily by what I see,
I cannot think too much..
I so hope I will not cross the boundary again..
I will accept to be normal,
as flirt as usual?lol..
no wonder i'm so called emo king,
the life with emo king(me) is effing suffering,
I can deeply feel it,that's why i always isolated from others..
I don't want my blog as dark as sky now,
so depressed,
later everyone don't want to see my blogpost,
especially the bottom right of every post..muahahahahaha..

18-19/02/2010
This two days can be consider as the most exciting day along my chinese new year,
the fifth day of CNY,i join my dear F2 friends to visit everyone's house..

hahaha,quite funny la,feel so relax everytime i go outing with f2 frens..
we do not forget our aim is to take angpow..lol..

but I still felt so guilty when we go to mr.tan sai hoi house..
we just like purposely go there to take angpow then we leave immediately after get angpow..haha,i can see how his impressions when we trying to leave as soon as possible that time..

because we had delay our plan in the early of morning,
i still remember someone wrote "Be Punctual"..bt......
lol..
then crash the plan at ipoh garden there..
average each home only take 10 to 15 mins..hehe..
we did take photo at everyone's house,except my house
..T.T..
I was busy bully my nephew infront of them,
"baby,suan la u,don act piggy face la" hahaha.. Self take photo..

and i knew we all lack of time,
then rush and ask my parent quickly give angpow..forget to take photo..haha.
hou reyn,wai hung,and I be the driver all the day,
from
buntong>first garden>menglembu>pengkalan>gunung rapat>ipoh garden area
total 13 houses if im not mistaken..tiring..

The Sixth day of CNY,
I join F1 classmates to visit teacher house.
.
haha,i drive my car,but suddenly don't know why everyone
drive too..
hahaha,first to mr.chua house(head of villagers)

while waiting mr.chua back home from a lunch,we play cards in car,haha..
time is gold!!wakakaka
mr.chua quite sociable,we try to blow water with him..
hahaha..
Next,we went to pn.tsia house..
quite cold at that time,but with yi xuan play piano,
had immediately warm the situation....LOL

Then we heading to pn.tong house,mix with usst-ian..
hahaha,puan tong house provide alot games to play..
can't take any photo with F1-ians neither USST
-ians..
because I be driver to both xinyi..be "water fish"..hahaha..

After all the visitation,
We went to olivenz celebrate Aileen birthday,
so coincidence met my nephew,and he is so "LAK SEH"..wakaka..
Later,around 9pm i join usst for yum cha awhile,
at dong gu ting..
because at 10 pm i go ah sum house..
do some earn money bussiness...wakakkaa..
thanks to pei,nesty,fok and chan xinyi for letting my wallet so fat fat..haha..


And after the outing at jj later..
I shall announced my celebration for CNY will be end soon..
I should change my mode..lol..


I wish I can make the decision..
But a decision can only be made,
if I could control my EQ well..
how can i change my EQ??

16/2/2010
Second day of CNY,
its my happiest day,during my childhood time,
I'm waiting this day all the year..
Because I will going back hometown,
meet all my cousins,
eat my auntie specially cook,fried prawn,'pig tummy' soup..
nevertheless this year i ate alot,
steamboat at noon,
drink whole bowl of pig tummy soup..
somemore drink alot tin or packet of drinks,diabetes lor..lol..
However,
when I grow bigger,the feeling of celebrate CNY getting lesser..
even this year gamble,i lose alot money...haha..
bad sign for this year??LOL..



When i have nothing to do,
why I will look at those things??
I'm not thinking else,
just trying to make myself be comfortable with that..
I can deeply feel how nice it is..
how you put the efforts on it..

You make me smile..
Smile is always the best..

13/2/2010
Yesterday went to sing at parade kbox with my F2-ians..
lol,quite expensive,but still worth,
because i shout until so loud for every songs,
just don care everything,
shout and express everything by sing,even my throat so pain that time..
hope I wont addicted to sing.lol..
I don't want to be popular singer ar..hahaha..

The next morning exactly 9am,
A simple football match with my old friends at stadium,
aaron chan,kee min,chee liang,wei jie,kar hao,tze jian,jun yi,kok wan,jian hua,his bro and jonathan join us too..
we were challenged by form 4 students to compete with them..
so funny when we saw them having football practice,treat this match so serious..
while our team player still haven't reach yet..lol..

after football match,
had lunch at greentown area there..
I start to shivering when i flash back the incident just now..
I order milo ice,after i drink it,wondering why there is something inside my mouth,
I still thought it is milo powder,
then i chewed it,OH YUCKS!!
taste like blood,i quickly vomit it out..
and i shocked when a housefly vomit by me..
Even i chew it,
the housefly body shape and its eyes still there after i vomit out..
YAKKIEE!!!
disgusting..quickly change the milo to coke,
coke in tin form,impossible a housefly will inside the coke..
yiiii..............
hope i wont stomachache er..hehehe..
then,we head to infinity play comp..
lol,blow water until very fun,'aaron s*cks'..lol..

The time passes so fast,
chinese new year approaching me for another 8 hours,
I shall wish everyone,
Happy Chinese New Year !!
and
Happy Valentine Day !!
for all bachelors,lets cheer together for single..haha..


I will listen and accept it..
appreciate every single moment,
thanks god that we alive every single day..
~tu me manques~

Narrow thinking,
appear in my mind again..
I'm just so scare to approach it,
and make others get into trouble..
As i know myself isn't that good..
Try many times to correct it,
still the mistakes occur everytime...
I guess I'm that selfish all the time..=.=''

Whenever you view tan ter wei blog,
he will always complain he is always that busy,run here run there for cocuricular things..
no doubt he can't change this situation even now in upper six..
4 flat in stpm??As he thinking how to plan club meetings when he is doing homework??
he will make it LIKE THAT?!!?
can't even see any of the road to success and its FEBRUARY now!!

One more week to CHINESE NEW YEAR,
i'm not sure can i enjoy this new year,because the exam is around the corner,
alot syllabus i have left out during the school holiday,
hard for me to grasp a breath..

not the picture that I took,
but i did the experiment at my house,
the egg really stand still last for few days..haha..
back to school in few more hours,go for haircut now..by mom