A Night To Remember

2012-01-08T09:23:00.002+08:00

Stop thinking someone are perfect enough for you
Nobody is perfect =)


我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望 我的心深深伤过却不会忘 我和他不再属于这个地方 最初的天堂 最终的荒唐

A scholarship interview

2011-08-24T21:58:00.015+08:00

Its 5.30 am !!

I have to take a train ride to kl,

it's been a long time I didn't wake up so early after

my high school.

Yawninggggg......

first time ride ETS ..

watch "cash and tango" ..

Also my first time watch stallone movie..haha

When I reach KL sentral,

its only 7.45 am,yet my interview session is on 10.30am,

take LRT to KLCC shopping mall had my breakfast .

take a shot when I'm still blur.

How blur am I?

I use GPS to search for maxis tower,

Indeed it just situated directly at the KLCC tower .. =.=''

After interview ,

met up with two "YIT",

yit weng and yit guan !..

they sacrifice their lecture to guide me in kl.

'they scare i'm lost in KL' wakaka.so embarrased ler me..

yit weng brought his favourite digimon pet devices!!

it's good to recall our childhood moment ..haha

see you holding the chopstick also no energy ..

It's time to keep your hand from whacking people la!.. LOL

MEAT ~

Lunch at times square..

thailand BBQ ~

famous tong shui at pavillon,

I can't recall what the name of the shop.

Seems not nice right?

It can be proven that my photo taking skills is terribly bad !! haha..

And of course before I leave......

my favourite subway burger !! ..hehe ^^

That's the end of a day.

Simple and short trip.lol.

Thanks to two bestie oh !..

I get the scholarship as well.. thanks ya !

^.^

2011-07-09T18:08:00.007+08:00

Blog ?

BLOG ?!?

BLOG ?!!!???

BLOG ?!??.............

Seems like this word already abandoned by me long time ago in my mind..

Someone inspire me to write blog, keep my memories here but then I'm not that diligent enough..haha..

having all the inspiration and illustration about writing and d

ecorate my blog,

after a while lazy worm trying to eat me !! ...

2010 is a really tough time to pass,encounter a lot problems and boundaries,

luckily gt my best friend who always accompany me.

at last I could focus on my stpm exam,if not ,my exam may even worse !

I wouldn't stand a chance to attend prize receiving ceremony held at my former school today..

thank you !

starbuck after the ceremony !

muffins !..

Guess who's cappucino??

My Best friend xinyi (don't act cute ya ) ^^

I really didn't update my blog quite a long time,

my wishlist already become the past.

LOL

2011-04-20T23:27:00.002+08:00

No one know better about my condition right now..

I hope I could be the lucky one.

There will be a long way to realise my dream,

and there might even longer way back to my past when I was just a kid..

Imagine you are taking an examination that determine your future,

and suddenly numerous things happen just around you,

distract your attention,can't even have a single time to study,

not a small matter,it leave nightmare every night,

some more tomorrow would be the beginning of final exam that judge your one and a half year effort,

what's your feeling on that time??

2011-02-15T23:08:00.003+08:00

Just a simple post after i have abandon this blog long time ago....

Chinese New Year had come to the end,

and yesterday valentine day ,

just wanna say i enjoy it,but I just can't express every of my feelings,

because its complicated....

2010-11-19T18:31:00.000+08:00

No one can help me this time..

not in academic..aiks

Beach party

2010-09-16T12:33:00.009+08:00

My legs are cramp,and its really exhausted,

I plan to sleep until afternoon but then my daddy ask me wake up to eat breakfast..

because I today 4 am only go back home from work,

Well,yesterday i go to my working place at 2pm as they told us go earlier,

but then after i go there,I was so boring and look at those boss busy doing things,

and I just sit at the sofa,looking innocent at them,

Don't know why I'm just don't like myself doing nothing,not

comfortable with that,

Luckily miss chan bring me to jusco before i work,to buy

another green t shirt,

THANKS YA!!

if not i sure let me colleague laugh at me,

because my shirt that i wear previously was so childish,

hahaha..

I don't have any green shirt,even that

I plan to wear my daddy shirt,

luckily my sister told me,it looks ugly when i wear it !!

after that ah bear fetch me to lost world,

and again we have waited there for few hours until 6 pm,ima

gine that 4 hours we were doing nothing,is that boring??hahaha..

nicole ,ah bear, kar yan and I just loitering around lost world,

then around 6pm,all the bikini models havejust reached lost world,

we were astonished and a little excited,haha..

however i don't think all 50++ models are pretty at all,

because their make up make them looks mature enough like 30++ years old..

I heard some of the uncles talking yellow things about bikini models..

the worker is setting up for the main entrance..

At night,alot problem occur when i set up

my beer counter,

some of my counter carlsberg promoters were confused when our c

ounter surrounded by crowded..

fortunately I calm down and control the situation again..

I crash my head when i carry ice from the truck and its hurt !!

not sure whether my eye will swollen or not..my spectacle have to repair..

can you see the red packet?that packet contain 5 carlsberg and it cost rm65 !!

one carlsberg cost rm15,expensive right?

but mostly those who join beach party is rich..

bikini models at my counter there,i dare not to approach them..hahaha

when everything settle,

I start to loiter ,around 4000++ enter this beach party yesterday,

and it was hot and cool,girls wearing bikini and guy showing their muscular body..

dance crazily at the beach especially hitz.fm deejay can play the music..

If I didn't work,I think this is a cool beach party !!

work until almost 4am ,we only dismiss from work..earn money really hard..

sleepy ZzZzzz

Job

2010-09-14T21:15:00.005+08:00

Yesterday suddenly a message from miss ha,

there is an offer for working at lost world tambun for the beach party..

And the salary is rm100 ?!? work from 6pm until midnight 2am..

when I see the rm 100 work for only one day,

I admit I was a little bit of excited but I'm don't know whether I

'm qualify for the job,

since I'm not handsome,neither tall nor muscular body..

then i get to know that nicole also going,

hahaha,she also wondering whether she need to wear bikini to work,

because we don't even know what's that job is..

so i fetch nicole and her friend to the place for briefing,

and the senior brothers take us to lost world of tambun for letting u

s know what's our duty,

we didn't even eat dinner then stay there for few hours,

of course luckily i drive to there,

after finish discuss everything,we can straight leave lost world..hehe..

so those who are going to beach party held at lostworld,hope to see you guys at there,

I'm duty at beer counter,im not bartender of course..hahaha..

can you see there is water shoot out?

this is the newly built hotspring at lost world.

Its cool when rinsed your body into the hot spring during the cool night~

Another day passed

2010-08-28T17:12:00.009+08:00

Holiday going to start soon ler..
and I get my terrible exam result,
a lot mistakes,
this holiday is the important key for whether I can score good result in stpm or not...
I have lost a lot attention in my study,
due to my family problem..
hope everything will be better tomorrow...
Just back from library,
the electric supply to school library always not functioning,
and I sweat alot today because me and my friends still continue to do homework
although there is no electric supply,we rely on the natural resourses that is sunlight..hahaha..

If you feel like want happy then don't read my blog post please..
The first blog post until today already have about 1 year and 8 months,
I can say that my blog can be funny,can be cute,can sometime write something interesting,
but there is one thing never changed,
that is my blog still full of sadness,
the small phrase at the bottom of each post...
this kind of feelings when I open my blog will never leave me,
Many people called me faker,actually I know that is true, I
because I never tell everyone the truth and genuine things,
I avoid the topic by saying other things,
I hide it in my heart,nobody know what am I thinking,
Sometime I do helpless too,I seems like come to d endCANof the road because I forced myself too hard..
I don't know what to do,what to account,and I choose express it to myself during night time,
I can't change my weakness ,think too much,i tried a lot efforts to change it by buying alot alot books whenever i go to bookstore,
but its still effortless..
I'm not a real man,now I only know I'm not tough in SMILE the real life,
I just become like a normal girl,
choose to express it in another ways when i encounter problem..
I intend to do something that prohibited me to do that things..
Why I just can't be that understanding?
Why I have to face this cruel and precious time aBECAUSE
tick tock tick tock~time passed 1,2 ,3,4,.......seconds just take everything from me,
no wonder so many people said that TIME IS CRUEL..
I have to face it again ...face everything tat is cruel..
when I will be awake from this dream???
Why I can't accept those cruel word??
why say regret???alot why....... ........OF YOU,MY FRIENDS

2010-08-22T17:32:00.002+08:00

I think I will not online for these few months,

because my line gonna be cut soon,

Just finish stpm trial,its tougher than i expected especially chemistry paper,

I was shivering there when I have insufficient time to complete it,

and I blank the whole page,because I was too nervous until I can't think properly what's the chemical reaction..

that's the reason for why I had nightmare continuously for these few days,

so frightened during midnight,

two big eyes blinking and looking to the ceiling,

can't sleep..............................................................................................

I hope I can be understanding all the time,

I need it,I really need it!!!

=)

2010-07-10T17:43:00.003+08:00

Parents day today,

already 11 years my parents take exam report card at school,

as well as this upper six year too,haha..

Just receive MUET result slip,

the grade is band 4 ,so relieved as I don't need to resit the test again..

but the grade is lower band 4,prove that my english is really terrible..

I didn't blog since long time ago,

and I guess is because stpm exam is approaching ,

I feel lazy to update it,just depend on the mood..

I don't want the time for stpm examination become nearer and nearer to me,

not because I'm not prepare for it,is because I don't want separate with all my friends..

For sure we all will go to different places to pursue study again..

However,I have to accept the realistic,

everyone will have to separate one day....

Hope to be perfect,

but making the situation becoming worse..

horoscope?

2010-06-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

天秤座(Libra) 优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光……

几乎所有人都有这样一种印象：天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。的确，天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上，他们是很有心计的人，尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，只是因为他们看不得失衡，那会使他们如坐针毡。因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。他们不吝惜金钱，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。像所有风向星座一样，他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？ '我懒得……' 这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：善解人意，大方，诚恳，健谈。但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢'君子之交清淡如水'。不是他们不喜欢同伴，而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。较之对宫白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。'我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……'他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨'太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！' 可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？他们不喜欢歇斯底里，不喜欢痛哭失声，不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。

haven read it yet..hahaha ^^

starving

2010-06-19T14:52:00.006+08:00

17/06/2010

Went to lostworld with usst-ian..

before we enter......

our hands !!

I think all the hands above right now sure become very dark,

especially me !!

there is a region on my hand there

that can obviously differentiate the dark and fair part..

but I guess,even if I become darker,also nobody

will realise it..Is it?

T_T

Me and Xuxu injured on that day..

but not a serious wound I guess,

so funny when i enter the first aid room,

nobody incharge there,

then the person who guide me there just so nervous when he saw my wound,

then i told him calm down,

I'm a first aider..lol...

Still left half year for the form six life,

thanks to USST for enlighten my life too !!

After lost world,we went to Kon Shong for dinner..

steamboat as we didn't plan before,

I ate until my tummy so big and round in shape,

everyone looking at my tummy,I feel SHY !!hahaha..

I take 20 mins to walk around,before I drive,

so that I can digest,its really very full,couldn't speak at all..

Lol,this holiday I eat nonstop,

everyone please called me FEI LOU !!

then i will automatically go keep fit..hahaha..

18/06/2010

the first day of my holiday to exercise,

I go jogging at pologround..

helping my friend who so big size to diet too !!wakakkaa..

feel comfortable as I sweat a lot !!

hope all the food that I eat could digest through sweat..haha..

then night go out watch football match with kee min and kok wan..

germany lose !!!

so many "cold door " match for this fifa held at south african..

like so fake..

good luck to my friends who graduate from matriculation,

and soon pursue their study at IPTA..

some are doctors,dentist,accountacy..

hope they strive hard for future as well as me..hehehe..

papapapa

2010-06-16T23:26:00.004+08:00

15-16/06/2010

Yesterday visit paparich,its such a nice place,

I never expect that the building is so stylish,

the environment and atmosphere is different with typical ipoh building style..hahaha

Well,taste different food at there,especially the tuitti fruitti frozen yogurt..

taste good !! but the price "aheemm aahemm"..

having "auntie" behaviour when I choose the topping,

scare it will over budget..hahaha..

then movie with sing K today...

its seems that this two weeks really make me enjoying this holiday,

my holiday mode just started but then schooling day no longer will begin..

I forget all my aims...

before i get back to my track,

let me enjoy one more day that is tomorrow i will go to LOST WORLD with USST-ian...

WeeeEeee..LOL

OMG !! Spain lost to Switzerland??

I think this is an unexpected game,

and I believe those people who bet sure lose a lot money..

Am I good to handle everything?

I admit I feel uncomfortable when I view it,

but I'm sure everything will be fine soon,

tan ter wei so strong,won't defeat so easily.LOL

First Time

2010-06-14T17:15:00.002+08:00

14/06/2010

It's my first time to wear contact lens today,

It was terrible I guess !!!

My sister took some contact lens sample back from her work,

since she's promoting for focus point contact lens,

therefore I'm quite curious about that,

wondering will I look different when i put on contact lens,

suddenly "Fatt Hao" er me..

godness!!

My sister demonstrate to me the way on how to wear contact lens for N times !!

but I still couldn't put it on,and let my sister scold that my eyes so small..

when I successfully wear it,I feel that wear spectacles is better,haha

so I quickly ask my sis teach me to take it off,

Its really horrible,

I have spend one and half hour to take it off !!!

the contact lens just like stick on my eyes ball,

when I use my finger press it hardly on the contact lens,

It still stick on my eyes,

feel like wanna cry on that time,lol,

because my whole left eyes become as RED as blood on that time..

keep on dripping out of water..

On that time,I suddenly remember ng yi lin told me that my sister's promoting contact lens product is good but its hard to take it off !!

My sister still told me,if I can't take it off,

I have to go Focus Point ask for their help,

I feel that "errmm,its seems so embarassed!!"

hahaha..

until the time I use all my energy to scratch the contact lens out,

I can feel that my eyes ball relieve,

and I quickly throw the broken contact lens,

not sure of how it break,but I just know I'm phobia of contact lens..

Am I useless??hahaha..

One Week More

2010-06-13T15:04:00.003+08:00

10-12/06/2010

Well,I back from the church camp,

and hugging my lovely pillow right now..

No doubt that I'm old,

not as energetic like previous time..

No more passionate to join camp..

Actually this church camp isn't like normal physical training camp that I joined,

however I truly felt tired,just a normal obstacle game could take off my spirit,

and surrender hope I can go home as soon as possible on the first day..

This camp is really differ with the camp that I joined..

I'm not christian,and i followed groupmates to pray,

and even I learn how to pray for others,and say "LORD" "AMEN".

I only could say that everyone there having a strong belief in GOD..

the speaker told us to pray whenever you face problem or need something,

and must be specific..

perhaps,I'm not christian,that's why I feel I'm abit strange and weird among them.

(doesn't mean to offend other religion ya !!)

Indeed the camp activities quite good and challenging,

that is night trekking and stream trotting,
I have been told to guide an aunty called aunty placida along the night hike and stream trotting..

My shoe is so slippery,always fall down

but then I still pretend infront of the aunty,that I'm strong and fine,ask her to be careful !!

wakakaka..make her think that I'm the right person to protect her..and my mission completed..

she appreciate me much!!( I guess lar)haha..

The things I'm not satisfied is my SHOE!!

other campers bought the disposable shoe earlier before the camp,

whereas me,xinyi and waihung don't even know it..

therefore we wear our sport shoe play games,climb hill,walk on the river..

the shoes are wet everytime finish the activities,

We don't have enough time to dry our shoe,then we need wear it for another programmes,

of course I admit that my shoe is SMELLY and DISGUSTING !!

yakkieeee~

Instead,I prefer the stream trotting !!
we have walk quite a long journey to reach the hill,

then we climb up,and walk on the river,

honestly its quite dangerous,especially for girls,

the stones are wet and easily to fall down whenever someone step on it..

and I have experienced it when I step on the stone full of algae,

Its worth that all the pain gained with our joy..

There is an incident makes me astonished and stunned at instant,

It happened just infront of my eyes..

I blame myself for not agile enough to hold it tightly..

and my feeling really indescribable..

I will not let it be my nightmare because I will make sure its still be with me all the time..

SUFES campsite

From the day I want to leave the camp until I enjoy this camp,
our life is to be like that,we might encounter problem initially,

but if we could spend the time to think what's the problem,

and solve it out,then everything will be fine,

Am I really understand this statement?

I'm trying.........

Pre camp

2010-06-09T23:35:00.002+08:00

Going camp tomorrow..

Have been a long time that I didn't join camp,

still remember last time I train myself until very fit before i join any camp,

but then now all my muscle "lam pek pek " jor..haha..

not sure what activities of the camp,

I think is church camp..

MId year test

2010-05-27T18:03:00.004+08:00

If I could correct my bad behaviour,is that good?

I really try my best,really really really really really !!!

but why the result still be like that???

and the worst is the time i receive my result,

not just only depressed that simple..

I'm not the one who want to be like that,

all the things that observe may different with the facts..

I just can't stop myself from behaving badly,

I'm just so helpless sometime alone in a single room..

I change to another person because of the test..

Anyone in this world is perfect??

without facing any problems in all aspects,

I would like meet him/her because I don't want to fail it and the things that I opt for..

Can the person come and help me??

2010-05-14T17:37:00.002+08:00

happy all the time when nothing happen..

But when thing's come,I'm just not like myself again,

scare to get involve in trouble..

Gotong Royong tomorrow...weee~~~

2010-05-04T17:46:00.002+08:00

有时坏人其实就是真正的好人。。

一场大雨

2010-05-01T14:47:00.008+08:00

一场倾盆大雨。。

我坐在模糊的车镜前，

看不清路上所有一切，只有不同光度的车灯围绕着我，

找不到方向感，目的地却离我越来越远。。

就像我一样变的越来越孤僻，

总是生活在自己的世界里，

每个朋友都离我而去，

我只能看着他们对我说再见。。

我以为我懂很多，可以开导朋友，

但其实我已经很难分辨好与坏，

虽然我知道事情所发的原因，

但我却不断地再犯错。。

隐藏在我心里的恶虏的我占胜了友善的我，

我无法控制自己，

我真的有双种心态的倾向吗？

难道我会像戏里的主角心里变态？

一切事情都是我所引起，

多麽想把所有一切烦恼抛到九霄云外。。

烦恼会被人影响吗？

为何所有人都仿浮都堕入在烦恼中？

First time I wrote in chinese,

because i felt guilty to everyone,

especially the FAT one..sorry !!

2010-04-20T17:07:00.002+08:00

so funny the response from my friends after my haircut..

What if I cut botak?

Hahaha..

WeeWAaaa

2010-04-16T17:37:00.002+08:00

I feel so hard to suppress my feelings..

never be it before..

shivering and looking at my foot..

Am I deserve to do that?I should be rational ~

Prepare myself for tomorrow pologround 'merentas desa'

hope I wont muscle pain ya..hehe

Satisfaction

2010-04-13T16:46:00.003+08:00

No doubt a person who is too greedy,

the person will faced a lot consequences..

Does greedy commit a crime??

Could I fullfill my satisfaction?..

but I just can't control my greediness..

I don't want to be a trouble-maker..

I swear I would be a good boy and good student!!

Actor

2010-04-08T21:53:00.003+08:00

Do actor happy always?

He does make others elated,

indeed the actor himself feel suffer whenever he try to act perfectly infront of public..

so that he could give a good impression..

Is this the fate of actor?of being actor?

or the mental illness of the actor himself?

I doubt,maybe the answer is yes,

if the actor don't have this mentally illness of desperate to be actor,

he might get a better career and life..

Who will bother what will happen next on you when you act?...

Who will know your expression when you trying to pretend?..

Who cares??

Its hard to pretend sometime even for top actor in the world would encounter failure too..

I don't know what I'm trying to write,

so please say 'cheese' to me,smile together ya ^ ^

bye bye to my blood

2010-04-01T22:06:00.006+08:00

Everyone's blog is about blood donation..

I donated my precious blood too..

But don't know why I only donate 400ml since all my friends donate 450ml,

I guess i'm too thin..wakakaka..

Its my first time experience,

the feeling so nice when you know you may help someone in the future..

I will donate the next time,

Everyone having their first time blood donation yesterday,

it's so funny when some of my friends hold their other friend's hand tightly when the needle approach their hand..

Even my friend is a guy..lol..

some of them boldly enough to donate bloods..pointed to those girls..

In another way is they could sacrifice their pain just for diet!!

because they think donate blood could reduce the fats in their blood too..haha..guy theory..

Every time i opened my computer,

automatically i will think of colloqium,

felt so lazy,procrastinating..

the topic is Stress..i do stress,experienced all the day,

but why I can't finish the assignment..

MUET test is coming,and i don't even know how to prepare myself to sit the test,

as my English is terrible..

Writing test may lead me to death,not even a speaking test..

May god bless me on that day..haha..

going to penang USM trip tomorrow,2days 1 night..

Its 1st of April,another month passed..

the day will come at last,

it's either for us fully prepare to face it or we just let it to go..

must always remind myself the future is on my hand..

focus,and aim your target..

I promised I will be normal terwei,because

I want a simple life!!!!

ONE

2010-03-27T17:15:00.003+08:00

I think I'm not the one,

I keep on commit the mistakes,

If I stand on other people's view,

I would rate myself bad..

Bad-tempered always appear in my life..

I don't share my happiness with others,

but expressed my sorrow in an aggressive way..

felt so disappointed on myself..

totally not in condition..

sorry my friends..

Random

2010-03-23T17:15:00.003+08:00

Today receive individual photo taken by school,
Lol..totally look so bad!!haha..
when i compare with my friends' photo,
my head is EXTREMELY big!!!
the camera focus is so near with me..
the photo show that im so big in size..hehe..
compare with f5 photo,i more prefer form 5!!
absolutely not because of the person look oh!!haha..
form six life left half year to go>>>>>

can I don't think about it??
smile always ^.^

Debate

2010-03-16T15:48:00.003+08:00

Today go to school for debate competition duty..
my station is smjk poi lam vs sk rapat setia..
hahaha..the result is so obvious,
that we can know which side will be the winner..
mayb its just a preliminary stage,
I can't feel the excitement of watching debate competition..
by the way,its a nice glory for poi lam!!
ride bus go back home,
I really don't have the feeling of caring my skin will become darker..haha..

Drop from the highest peak,
這日子不再綠.........................

2010-03-14T15:00:00.002+08:00

Everyone's blog also appear these words "EXAM OVER"..
haha,i think I don't have to rewrite it..lol..
two weeks of efforts for this 3 days exam,
I think I really can foresee my exam result ..hahaha..
first time sit exam in my new class,
quite tensed initially,especially Pengajian Am paper,
alot objective questions I have blank it..then i plan to sleep,
but when i look behind,from their expression,everyone trying their best to answer,
I feel myself embarassed if i sleep like that ..
Lol..the day before math test,I was totally stressed up,
because i had forgotten everything,
so nervous and i din study much on that night..
induce nesty lottering with me..haha..
I guess i have to find a way to release the stress..
let enjoy first..haha..

7 days left for holidays...
woohoo~~~

Friday~

2010-02-26T18:11:00.003+08:00

As exam around the corner,
we all were tensed up,except me,
I still don't know why I'm so relax,online,
din even touch the stacks of notes and books yet..
Yesterday stpm results had came out,
and as expected my senior scored 4 flat,
i wondering why this year there are so many people get 4flat compared to previous year..
Can I be the one of them??

Today morning me,wai hung and two xinyi,
try to do revision at the mcd near super kinta there..
at first we were quite surprised because the mcd had renovate,
i think me and wai hung distracted bt the tv programme,
the environment is not so good if we trying to do revision,hahhaa,
because the worker there smoke,and it is vv HOT!!!
Imagine when you are sweating while you are studying..lol..

Its had been long time that I didn't step into the clinic to check my teeth,
and today I get the opportunity,
but not me..hahaha..is chan xinyi,
lol,she was so nervous and frightened!!don't cry ya..wakakaka...
but I can see how boldly is she walk to the nurse and let the doctor take off her teeth..
eEeeww...i can imagine how pain it is..luckily isn't me..hahaha..
however I don't know my teeth severely pain now..=.=''

Second

2010-02-20T19:20:00.000+08:00

20/02/2010
Back from singing at kbox jj again,
wit f2 friends..
everyone squeeze at the room..
because ker lee,krystle and julliene join us too..
didn't sing much..just shout!!haha..
so eat and drink alots just not to waste money..
hahaha..don't know why kbox will control my mood..
suddenly raise to the highest peak and drop to the lowest level..
so unstable..haha..

Why I become so unreasonable on thinking something?
Isit I not enough mature to handle it,
or slowly losing confidence on begin a decision?

By right,now i should strongly support my perspective on my future,
I cannot let my emotion beat me,
I cannot be influenced so easily by what I see,
I cannot think too much..
I so hope I will not cross the boundary again..
I will accept to be normal,
as flirt as usual?lol..
no wonder i'm so called emo king,
the life with emo king(me) is effing suffering,
I can deeply feel it,that's why i always isolated from others..
I don't want my blog as dark as sky now,
so depressed,
later everyone don't want to see my blogpost,
especially the bottom right of every post..muahahahahaha..

FINAL

2010-02-20T10:59:00.010+08:00

18-19/02/2010
This two days can be consider as the most exciting day along my chinese new year,
the fifth day of CNY,i join my dear F2 friends to visit everyone's house..
hahaha,quite funny la,feel so relax everytime i go outing with f2 frens..
we do not forget our aim is to take angpow..lol..
but I still felt so guilty when we go to mr.tan sai hoi house..
we just like purposely go there to take angpow then we leave immediately after get angpow..haha,i can see how his impressions when we trying to leave as soon as possible that time..
because we had delay our plan in the early of morning,
i still remember someone wrote "Be Punctual"..bt......lol..
then crash the plan at ipoh garden there..
average each home only take 10 to 15 mins..hehe..
we did take photo at everyone's house,except my house..T.T..
I was busy bully my nephew infront of them, "baby,suan la u,don act piggy face la" hahaha.. Self take photo..

and i knew we all lack of time,
then rush and ask my parent quickly give angpow..forget to take photo..haha.
hou reyn,wai hung,and I be the driver all the day,from
buntong>first garden>menglembu>pengkalan>gunung rapat>ipoh garden area
total 13 houses if im not mistaken..tiring..

The Sixth day of CNY,
I join F1 classmates to visit teacher house..
haha,i drive my car,but suddenly don't know why everyone drive too..
hahaha,first to mr.chua house(head of villagers)
while waiting mr.chua back home from a lunch,we play cards in car,haha..
time is gold!!wakakaka
mr.chua quite sociable,we try to blow water with him..
hahaha..
Next,we went to pn.tsia house..quite cold at that time,but with yi xuan play piano,
had immediately warm the situation....LOL

Then we heading to pn.tong house,mix with usst-ian..hahaha,puan tong house provide alot games to play..
can't take any photo with F1-ians neither USST-ians..
because I be driver to both xinyi..be "water fish"..hahaha..

After all the visitation,
We went to olivenz celebrate Aileen birthday,
so coincidence met my nephew,and he is so "LAK SEH"..wakaka..
Later,around 9pm i join usst for yum cha awhile,
at dong gu ting..
because at 10 pm i go ah sum house..
do some earn money bussiness...wakakkaa..
thanks to pei,nesty,fok and chan xinyi for letting my wallet so fat fat..haha..

And after the outing at jj later..
I shall announced my celebration for CNY will be end soon..
I should change my mode..lol..

I wish I can make the decision..
But a decision can only be made,
if I could control my EQ well..
how can i change my EQ??

2010-02-16T12:21:00.003+08:00

16/2/2010
Second day of CNY,
its my happiest day,during my childhood time,
I'm waiting this day all the year..
Because I will going back hometown,
meet all my cousins,
eat my auntie specially cook,fried prawn,'pig tummy' soup..
nevertheless this year i ate alot,
steamboat at noon,
drink whole bowl of pig tummy soup..
somemore drink alot tin or packet of drinks,diabetes lor..lol..
However,
when I grow bigger,the feeling of celebrate CNY getting lesser..
even this year gamble,i lose alot money...haha..
bad sign for this year??LOL..

When i have nothing to do,
why I will look at those things??
I'm not thinking else,
just trying to make myself be comfortable with that..
I can deeply feel how nice it is..
how you put the efforts on it..

Smile

2010-02-13T15:44:00.003+08:00

You make me smile..

Smile is always the best..

13/2/2010

Yesterday went to sing at parade kbox with my F2-ians..

lol,quite expensive,but still worth,

because i shout until so loud for every songs,

just don care everything,

shout and express everything by sing,even my throat so pain that time..

hope I wont addicted to sing.lol..

I don't want to be popular singer ar..hahaha..

The next morning exactly 9am,

A simple football match with my old friends at stadium,

aaron chan,kee min,chee liang,wei jie,kar hao,tze jian,jun yi,kok wan,jian hua,his bro and jonathan join us too..

we were challenged by form 4 students to compete with them..

so funny when we saw them having football practice,treat this match so serious..

while our team player still haven't reach yet..lol..

after football match,

had lunch at greentown area there..

I start to shivering when i flash back the incident just now..

I order milo ice,after i drink it,wondering why there is something inside my mouth,

I still thought it is milo powder,

then i chewed it,OH YUCKS!!

taste like blood,i quickly vomit it out..

and i shocked when a housefly vomit by me..

Even i chew it,

the housefly body shape and its eyes still there after i vomit out..

YAKKIEE!!!

disgusting..quickly change the milo to coke,

coke in tin form,impossible a housefly will inside the coke..

yiiii..............

hope i wont stomachache er..hehehe..

then,we head to infinity play comp..

lol,blow water until very fun,'aaron s*cks'..lol..

The time passes so fast,

chinese new year approaching me for another 8 hours,

I shall wish everyone,

Happy Chinese New Year !!

and

Happy Valentine Day !!

for all bachelors,lets cheer together for single..haha..

I will listen and accept it..

appreciate every single moment,

thanks god that we alive every single day..

~tu me manques~

Fake Club

2010-02-11T17:18:00.002+08:00

Narrow thinking,
appear in my mind again..
I'm just so scare to approach it,
and make others get into trouble..
As i know myself isn't that good..
Try many times to correct it,
still the mistakes occur everytime...
I guess I'm that selfish all the time..=.=''

2010-02-07T22:52:00.003+08:00

Whenever you view tan ter wei blog,
he will always complain he is always that busy,run here run there for cocuricular things..
no doubt he can't change this situation even now in upper six..
4 flat in stpm??As he thinking how to plan club meetings when he is doing homework??
he will make it LIKE THAT?!!?
can't even see any of the road to success and its FEBRUARY now!!

One more week to CHINESE NEW YEAR,
i'm not sure can i enjoy this new year,because the exam is around the corner,
alot syllabus i have left out during the school holiday,
hard for me to grasp a breath..

not the picture that I took,
but i did the experiment at my house,
the egg really stand still last for few days..haha..
back to school in few more hours,go for haircut now..by mom

I'm a legend

2010-01-31T08:51:00.002+08:00

31/1/2010
Last day of January,the time I should wake my blog again,
all I can say is I have survive these few weeks,
my life totally occupied by homework and cocuricular activities again,
i don't know since when i having this sickness,
when im doing homework,i will think how would my cocuricular activities carry out,
until I can't concentrate do my work..
last week I really need take a deep breathe before i step into school..
actually is I pressurize myself..

30/1/2010
VAD 7 finally held meeting..
after meeting,we went to parade accompany those girls seek for their CNY new clothes..
lol,embarrassed when i look the tank top as pant..
don't have such deep knowledge about female dress yet..lol..
A steamboat gathering held at chan xinyi uncle house..
F1 mixed with F2..haha..
wake by my daddy around 5something,
I rush to fetch ha xinyi as i promised her 5 pm to fetch her..
my hair still so messy,and my eyes quite blur when I drive..
thanks god,I'm not lost at first garden..
EAT,SING,DANCE,SHOUT,PILLOW TALK,BLOW WATER..
all on the same day,so relax..haha..
btw,sorry to pui yun,
for making trouble when she work so hard to prepare and clean up our dishes..

I should say "NO to accumulation for homework" earlier..

once i open my eyes,
I only knew I did wrong..
feeling guilty??will it help??

S S

2010-01-09T16:49:00.003+08:00

Another term of S S created again,
before that,my blog layout nice ,right??
hahaha,as i decided to walk this cute road~~hahaha..don feel to vomit please..

Well,my new term SS is stress and strain..
One week just passed??
I'm still thinking only one week I have studied?
but why I feel like a period of 1 year that I had been in the class..
Yet,the situation really make me speechless,
but it doesn't mean that I have change,
why everyone keep on telling me,"ter wei ,you have changed"!!
I'm still blow water,
I'm still tease people in kidding way,
I'm still act so cool..
AM I REALLY CHANGE??
Isit because I try to adapt a new environment,
then you all conclude that I have changed?
the noise spread through the wall,the laugh voice transmitted around the air,
while me sit quietly at my place,will i feel better??
I really nothing to say about that...

2010-01-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

New Year Resolutions?
Everyone is thinking about that..
haha,my aim still the same..
today suddenly a message from xinyi,then my class F2 sing K outing again,
hahaha,i sing twice a week,
but miracles happen,my sore throat gone!!..
muahahha..
one more day left to school,wear school uniform,
i haven pack my bag yet..
hope i will get off from holiday mood as fast as possible..

i will take the advise,
throw away the bad habits,
begin a new life...
2010!! i have plan alot things~~

2009-12-31T10:43:00.005+08:00

30/12/2009
Wow,second last day of the year is kar leng birthday..
haha,if she born late for two more days,then she will be younger one more year than us..
and perhaps wont let ppl call her pn.tsia..hahaha..
we usst exco plan to give her a surprise,
so kok lun told her so many exco put her aeroplane once she reach jusco..
only left few people accompany her at food court..
whereas some of us spend our lunch at another side..
when james told us,how disappointed was her,wakakakkaa..so funny when i heard that!!
after lunch,we went to kbox,
this time we get into the biggest room in kbox..i guess
the environment and facilities are good!!
two computers which have the internet service..
Lol,albert n pui yeeng exposed themselves in front kar leng..
but never mind,still haven't ruined the plan..we hide in the kbox toilet..really so funny lor..haha..
other people was thinking why these people gathered at the toilet..haha..
ok,i write until this part..the other part will be continue by asking any usst exco la..haha..

~bYe ByE 2009~
Anyhow,few more hours to a brand new year,and school reopen in few more days,
don't know why i feel that this year passed so fast,
perhaps nothing leave me any deep memories in this year..
except join form 6,my class and usst..hehe

haircut,
school shoe,
last year of the day i free of these,
but that time i rather make my life hectic,
than ......

Procrastinating

2009-12-29T22:23:00.008+08:00

SIMPLE ME

take with my nephew,when i wake up from a nap..
i think most of the baby skin is fair,not i dark..haha

outing with my classmates..
took at olivens during christmas eve night..
we having our dinner/supper there,after watched avatar at jusco..

hoe hoe also clubbing..world change..haha

new term..SH!!

SELF HIGH!!!

go to club for countdown christmas..lol..
we didn't drink any beers,
but the music make me feel drunk too..haha..

A short post express my perplexed feelings right now,
holidays coming to the end,
what did i do along the holiday??
study?absolutely NOT!!...
sometimes I feel anxious and worry,
am I studying form six,but why i just so relax,
this thought always baffled my mind..
whereas some of my friends who study college or matric,
they told me that they could hardly find a time to enjoy..
Lol,i'm definitely not emo or giving myself pressure,
hope i can dedicate myself,the future is on my hand..
i trust~~

2009-12-25T02:51:00.002+08:00

23/12/2009
lol,I just don't know why after i back from the pangkor trip,
everyone use their weird eye sight look at me,
10 out 10 person also will ask me why am i become darker than usual,
now only i realized although my skin very dark,this time really as dark as charcoal..
=.='',i think this is the consequences for me not use sunblock during the trip..
all the time,i don't care my skin so dark,but this time i do..=.=''

dont be too over on something,
remember..

Capture

2009-12-22T17:08:00.012+08:00

14/12/2009-16/12/2009

Long time didn't blog,
because my laptop went for repair..
I think this post i'm not gonna write much about pangkor trip,
u all can refer to my friends (hou reyn,pui yun,zheng hoe) blogs for more stories about F2 pangkor trip because they wrote it quite detail..hehe
lets these photos tell us stories..

haha,don't know since when i like to capture this type of photos..so nice for me..

haha,don try this at other place,remember do not pollute environment..hee

Eish,talk bout this chicken wings..really speechless..
i'm not sure whether trick by my friends or fool by KFC workers..
the chicken size is so tiny,but we bought it at rm3.00..=.=''
nevermind..DIET!!haha

Lol,Emo photos~
Am I potential to be model??haha
haha,i'm forced to smile and do that sign..

Prepare a surprise for pui yun and hou reyn birthday,
haha,i create a lot lies to them,so that we can go to prepare it,
i feel myself very fake..haha
but its worth and fortunately its rain after we have celebrate it at the beach..hehe

Capture at a temple named "FU LIN GONG"
haha,yupe,all so desperate find the "YUEN" stone,
especially four girls..so SS..
unlike me,so natural in this photo..haha

our trip and the year 2009 came to the end..
12 people for this trip cannot consider as many or few,
exactly half students of my class..hee
although im broke now,i'm still enjoy it very much..
~~waiting for Christmas eve countdown~~

Again the tears come out from eyes..
not me,but someone..
I'm trying my best to help..

Pre Pangkor Trip--II

2009-12-14T02:00:00.004+08:00

Once again,
short post before i go to pangkor..
Few more hours later,
i will be in the bus..
i will say hi to the sea,
i will take photo with my dear classmate..
imagine a year later will we organize trip go to somewhere after stpm??
or we just separate like that??
I really appreciate all the activities during my holidays either with excos or my classmates..

Pre Pangkor Trip

2009-12-13T10:54:00.007+08:00

10/12/2009
Yupe,today i go to school for celebrate yap eng sing birthday at parade..
we all behave like so secret when we plan to give a necklace to him,
haha,no chance to take a photo of that necklace,
because really so secret..haha..
our mission..
me and wai hung go take the necklace,
while mei yee and kok lun go distract eng sing attention..haha

12/12/2009
Morning 11am,
my tripmates plan go to tesco buy foods for the pangkor trip on monday..
lol,once reach there,all start to crap again,
haha,only pui yun who busy to find those foods that're listed..
without realized,I have late to tuition,
fetch pei and wai hung to school,
so dangerous fetch these two fella's..totally BLACKLISTED from my car seats..haha

Well,exactly like last saturday,
evening 6pm,we meet at school again,
because i don't know how to go first garden..hee..
we were lost at 1st,bt then still can find zi xian house..(u.s.s.t outing)
BBQ at his house,met my old friend who pursue their study at college..
then play aiyaa bombak,i get the theory of the game,haha
number of people in the game is directly proportional to the degree of pain..four malat lou hug together to enjoy the aircond..haha

after that we watch a movie acted by aaron kwok..
杀人犯
abit disgusting,yet not so horrible..
haha,just wanna whack that kid(killer)..
Before go back home,we went to "tong shui road'' eat supper,
the time around 12am,but still so crowded..

tomorrow go to pangkor again,
because i feel that my skin didn't dark at all after went there twice..haha..

you didn't change at all,
all the time,
infront of you,I have to pretend im fine..

I'm Broke

2009-12-11T10:52:00.005+08:00

9/12/2009

It can be consider as the U.S.S.T exco first outing at jusco..

haha,we were told by 11.30am reach there,but i was late..

enjoy our lunch at jj foodcourt before sing K..lol..

didi,naima,naima's ah lin and HA GUGU..

so coincidence meet another twinsy at jusco,

and something very "fish" happen in front the Japanese restaurant..haha

then start our sing K journey..

lol,at first feels like just some of us SS there..

especially that so called 王力宏(kar chuan),so self loving..

haha,bt soon all start to voice out..

cheese~~

the most fascinating moment,

is when ng yi lin sing,wow,

her voice just exactly like the singer's voice,

we all so shocked and tease that so called "lee hom".haha..

After sing k,

we drove to polo ground join pui yeeng and her sis to exercise,

haha,once reach there,saw her so wet,because just finish raining..

well,we do some stretching exercise..

the funny part,

when we discuss some of the exercise,

suddenly 'someone' fall down at another side,and all of us just laugh,

we felt so bad,but its really very funny..wakakkaka..

Its almost dinner time,

we move to MOMO cafe at greentown area there,

but then we found out Kon Shong nicer,

so change our plan to steamboat at kon shong..

wow,without realize,

my wallet become thinner after my whole day give to usst outing..

lol,more outing coming,where is my holiday revision?

错了

2009-12-09T11:12:00.004+08:00

5/12/2009

Today after math tuition,

I rush back home to take bath,because later i will go to kok lun's brother weeding party..

sit james 's car,and he guide mei yee to there,

James quite blur at 1st,lol,especially when he fetch us back home,

he non stop "fishing" i guess,he is trying to avoid from yawning..

i tink he is drunk and sleepy that time..luckily we successfully pass through the roadblock..

(finger crossed at that time)lol..

have alot fun at kok lun's house,drink alot beers too~

Heard kok lun's bro and his sister in law LOVE STORY..

so touch and admire them could do that..

难道我真的走错了吗？

已经三百多天了，

我依然找不到你的踪影了。。。

Pangkor Survivor

2009-12-06T17:39:00.015+08:00

1/12/2009~3/12/2009

U.S.S.T PANGKOR CAMP

Sky slowly become brighter~

Its the day that we have waiting for~

Packed my things and feelings too,

just like prepare for a war..

Lol,the first day really exhausted,because all the camp stuff make us dizzy

12 excos have to carry it throughout the bus and ferry,

no doubt eggs and mayonnaise spoilt when we carry it..Lol..

I like this~(get from ha xin yi)

Along this camp,there are some activities that I like it..

especially dance performed by mei yee,zhan ming,and kar leng..

campers and excos hold hand and dance together,

the situation is so warm..

I also wont forget to promote the new song lyric "chang chang cute" edit by excos..

so funny that all excos SS there..haha..

How strong are our female excos!!

(don ever challenge them er,all so "malat" lol)

Lol,talk about this photo,really funny..

after take tis photo,then spread it over each other..=.=''

this photo is a prove for a game called "scene and clue"

just like movie CSI..im the killer..the couple necklace can prove

that im killer..lol

I just know i have to blow water to campers and create fake story to campers..funny game..

camp fire~

Night patrol

Now only i realized so many excos faced or meet those things~~

they don't want say out because don't scare other excos..

Actually I also realised so many weird things happen,

the 1st night,we really heard scream sound come from the basketball area there,

we were awake by that scream..

but then those excos who patrol didn't even hear the scream..

Then,the second midnight,my turn to patrol,

me,zhi hong,mei yee and wei wen,i purposely guide them walk to those abit haunted place..

then we met up with kok lun and xin yi..we sit at the ladder near camper's toilet..

the next day,zi xian told us that he saw "kawan" wear pink colour shirt,and long hair near camper toilet,when he is patrol after my shift..

I don't want say much,ITS OVER>>I'm in ipoh now..lol

last day of dinner..(so innocent let people 摆san台,rmb don challenge girl,lol)

kok lun behave gay again..

along the camp we try to be energetic..

the time we ride bus back to ipoh,all dreaming..its too tired..

this is the end of our usst camp..

Indeed,3 days 2 night really passed so fast..

I din take lots pictures due to my duty..

But I think these memories could keep in my heart..lol..

*阿美,I think i know how to keep my FLAGS..don worry to sleep beside me la..wakaka..

1 more week later,I will go to pangkor again,

*excos,i will help u all say hello to our kawan when i pass sk seri pangkor..

hope they wont tell me that "SAYA MAU MADU(kar chuan),BUKAN KAMU"..lol

2009-11-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

Off to PANGKOR agaiN!!!!
wait me back ya~~

Ache

2009-11-27T22:31:00.005+08:00

I hate to beand also toothache
Every single moment is precious..

A touching movie make me think of your stories..

Outing

2009-11-25T00:30:00.003+08:00

Today activities quite interesting,
after physic tuition,we went to stadium play badminton,
hahaha,my turning backhand smash skills still the same,so yeng..
although so many ppl wanna vomit..haha
after tiring badminton game,
we plan to go eat "nga choi kai" at "lou wong" there..
at last 7 people join this plan,
hahaha,still ok,because ah sum the cinderella,also join us..lol
i wonder why these two restaurant "lou wong" and "ong kei"
always so crowded..so many customers..
Second round,
we went to oldtown kopitiam,hahaha,
blow water there,
include ghost story again..
actually the aim of this outing is to discuss about my class trip..
but.....hahaha
don't know why ghost story become part of my blow water topic..
hahahhaa,im becoming timid..LOL

I know its unfair for u,
why my action always opposite to my feeling..
am I getting used to it?

BluRrrr

2009-11-23T02:04:00.003+08:00

Just back from joon hong new house,
he invite some of us visit his new house,
after enjoy the buffet,
we decided go to cybercafe,but end with blow water again..
hahaha,until 1pm..
I felt sleepy when i drove back home just now,
lucky i drink abit of beer,haha..
I think I can't write anymore,my both eyes gonna close soon..
few more hours gonna go back to school,although holiday starts~~~
we all worrying what will happen next year..=.=''can't think too much..
we can do it together..

Big Day

2009-11-20T19:55:00.007+08:00

ITS really two years!!
two years before today,
I was surprised,shocked and astonished by him..
But then,its good that I'm no longer the youngest in my family,
because i have someone let me bully..
hahaha,i like to bully him very much..
purposely fooled him around..
did something that he cant do it well,like jump..
till now,he couldn't jump as well,
and i remember last time,I purposely jumped in front him,
and he is curious,then he try to jump,hahaha,
but he failed,and fall down till like a ball rolled on the floor..
he cried but that is very funny!!
Happy birthday to you yah!!
my dear nephew~~

holiday begin,
have alot plan on this holiday.
hope can occupy by you..

The Road Not Taken

2009-11-19T17:19:00.002+08:00

Typing letter to stay F2 class next year..
but i don't know what to write at all..
the page still blank..haha..
So many teacher ask why don't try F1 class??better study environment??hahaha..
maybe its really not suitable for me who like to play around in class..
eventhough i try study hard just want to get in F1 class,and it become true..
however,this thought no longer appear in my mind...
Be F2-ians forever..1st F2 supporters..F2 monitor that you all wont forget..
so "dog" right?hahaha..

I guess i shouldn't do that,
I just like feeling sorry to someone whenever i think..
abnormal thoughts again..lol

Holiday Approaching

2009-11-16T23:04:00.003+08:00

The whole day,
chemistry lesson is the only subject taught by teacher,
the other time,we were blow water and discuss about class trip,
and the destination we get is PANGKOR island again..
congrats that i will go pangkor for the third time in this month..haha..
by the way,if my class trip successfully organise by us,
i think it is really an enjoyable trip,
because the trip really suit me,
isolate from hectic life,relax in that tiny island for the days..
haha,unlike KL,shopping,and clubbing,
shouldn't be in my holiday list..
hope everyone of my classmates could join this trip..
gonna miss my classmates soon during the coming school holidays~~

can we walk along the seaside just like the movie?

2009-11-15T12:19:00.002+08:00

titanic 2 acted by two guys..
I'm so HIGH~~hahaha..

feeling so good right now..
can't expect my enemy so brave..live in peace..
haha..

Continue My Journey

2009-11-12T16:30:00.004+08:00

8/11/2009
As promised,I have to go pangkor to have a visit for USST camp venue,
initially i plan to write a long story about this trip,
bt im too lazy,>.<
i just can comment,it is fun!!exciting!!
and really exhausted that we have to borrow bicycle,
and cycle all over the pangkor island to survey the place..
somemore under the sun~~
cannot deny that my skin become darker again..
(although there is not much difference for my skin,but others so obvious..hehe)
December i will go there again,i think i must buy more sunblock..haha..
The most funny is at night, we all 'pillow talk' until midnight,
then suddenly whole house that we rent become dark,no electric supply,
so funny as i saw many of them so scare in dark.. hahaha..
then kok lun and I begin to tell ghost story..hoho!!
all get frightened until...
lol,include me la,i admit,
because i suddenly imagine the ghost movie that happen on a group of people go for trip too.. exactly the situation happened on that night.. kok lun and me,take at the ferry(hou yeng~~)

10/11/2009
back to school,
duty for the graduation day for form 5 and upper sixes..
after duty,
we went to watch movie at parade,
the movie is phobia..
hahaha,before that,i have no idea what kind of movie is this,
when i know it is thailand ghost movie,
its too late~~haha..
but i like this movie,
especially the 5th story,so funny
lol,sit beside two xinyi,my ears almost deaf..haha~~
why these few days always listen and mention ghost story de...addicted ah?cham~~

Stay Tuned

2009-11-09T21:49:00.001+08:00

wee~~
finally back to my warm house..
haha,alot story have to be shared with..........

Midnight

2009-11-08T00:52:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep,not insomnia,
but in a dilemma..
why should I?
6 more hours i will go to pangkor island..
wish me take care..

2009-11-07T00:57:00.003+08:00

lol,back to normal post..XD
just came back from my class outing,that is BBQ at nicole house,
i late to there,because i have slept overtime until my parent wake me,
then i drive to there in a safety speed limit lar..haha..
quite fun,it can be consider as miracle that almost everyone of my class attend this BBQ..haha..
no more two hands,that is less than 10 person..
haha,funny thing that is the smoke enter the whole house,
those shirts and pants have to re-wash..
wondering how do I clean up the house by myself,haha..
these few days thinking about sincerity,
haha,how to prove this word??
nothing except sincere move?lol..influence by teacher..
can u see any sincerity when u look through my eyes?haha

am i too crazy about that??
untill i behave abnormal??sorry!!

Nonsense again

2009-11-05T17:09:00.002+08:00

My base seriously being attacked..
waiting for the reinforcement,to rebuild my system..
however,the emperor still thinking,
can a goose accept to grow up a crow after all its children have dead..

Defence

2009-11-04T17:18:00.002+08:00

Now I really can't control my feelings vv well,
where are my soldiers??
where are my general!!
my war~~LOL

Conflicts

2009-11-03T16:59:00.002+08:00

I can feel my whole class today is so down,
due to some reasons,
sometime i also feel myself couldn't calm down,
keep quarreling on the same topic..
dont talk about that lerh..
althought today me n my classmate feel very down and moody,
I can't even feel the sense of emo in myself,
I'm contented with it..hehe..
thanks!!

feel bad when i hurt someone,
forgive me~

I'm ok!!

2009-11-02T16:59:00.004+08:00

Yucks,I hate to be swollen!!!
don't know it will take how long to recover..=.=''
Lol,today me n my classmates have been spend 4 periods just for playing a simple game..
i'm not sure about the game's name,
but i know this game really hurt ..haha..
both of my legs very pain,and bruises appear everywhere now...enjoy!!haha
Till noon,today was the 1st day colloqium presentation,
and my class was the 2nd to present,
haha, we were laugh until tears almost come out when we watch my class video..
everything just coincidence as we make this video..
haha.my class prefects came in the class at the exact time..and alot alot things happen just in time..
whole video NO "NG" at all due to lacking of time..hehe..
wonderful F2 product..haha..
love it vv much!!

maybe this will help me to recover to be normal!!
don think too much...

Fallin' For You

2009-10-31T17:26:00.002+08:00

I don't know
But I think I may be fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I know you better

I am trying not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
And so I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

Oh, I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

Colbie Cailat-Fallin' For You
Love this song..WeEeE~~

"Book"

2009-10-30T20:14:00.003+08:00

Recently I found a series of "book" that take away my attention,
I just could read part of the "books",
really wanna read all these books,
but its hard to get those books from the book's owner,
I have tried many efforts,but......
perhaps reference book would still be the choice for me..
I have no idea~

Crazy Night

2009-10-25T20:56:00.007+08:00

24/10/2009

the day has come,tonight will be the sixth form night..
early 10am was the full rehearsal,
before the rehearsal,we had our last practice,lol..
as nicole take photo,i join her too..
obviously im very dark in the photo,no doubt..=.=''..
so funny about jacqueline be the paparazi of our class...(new series of nicole porter)lol..

Okay,as we told to arrive at school before 5.30pm,
i drove to sch at 4pm smtg,lol,
already so many people prepare at sch,
never expected bsmm room occupied by B1 class,busy make their "hairstyle"..haha..
so "biao" ar their hairstyle,esp ah yik!!
having alot photo taking with friends,hehe,
I think my classmates have tried our best in dance,
and thanks to my dance partner xin yi,at last i did obey ur intruction too..haha
although we cant get any prizes in the dance competition,
the process is the most important,we had alot fun and joy along the way,

To L6F2 classmates,
honestly our class really have alot type of ppl,
tall,always strict,frozen hill,funny,dark,auntie"ah sum",sot de,ruler limit vv long de,clubbing queen,pro in emo,always gossip,sleeping skill very high de......bla bla bla
however we did mingle each other too..
I know my dance move is "interesting",
don worry,im sure u guys can see it whenever u want..haha..
though we may different class and some may go to college next year,our gossip,blow water and the day i showing off my watch to teacher will still the same,
i'm still always crazy with u all!!
OUR L6F2 MEAT SOUR group photo!!(xin yi,sum missing)

Silent move

2009-10-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

Please don't avoid...
face it boldly although my mind keep pulling me away from..
I'm not gonna let my feeling control me..

In the progress

2009-10-16T08:09:00.006+08:00

Everything is end,
include my birthday,with numbness..
I have been successfully control myself not online for this three weeks.

10/10/2009
Lol,just because of final exam,i have to force myself study at library on that day..
morning till night..facing book whole day..
somebody said 18th bday quite meaningful,but mine just .....
btw,thanks to my friend's msg or wishes,some really make me so touch..haha(u know who you are)..........................

12-15/10/2009
The day has come,
well,i have did the wrong graph for ps..
nothing much i can comment about,
have to wait till the result come out..
hehe,the last day of exam was fun,
after dismiss school,went to parade and I suddenly become ji mui,haha..
but learn alot things lar,funny funny..
haha,train my courage to try bcz i din experience shopping like that before larh..
everytime just go straight on buying something..
nice experience..haha..

16/10/2009
today after dance practice,
shopping with my dear frens again,
hahaha,finally i have make a decision on buying clothes,
actually im quite "po ma" in buying something,
hahaha,have to thanks for my friends,
if not,i have to wait another day to choose it again..
until the salesgirl oso "shake head" to me..haha
looking forward for next week sixth form night luu~~

Hari Raya Eve

2009-09-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

Today wake up quite earlier than usual school time,
because my sis jz back frm johor,
as she reach home,i can't slep well,
therefore, waiting time pass,
then i went to school,
play badminton at dono what centre near pgs hall,
suggested by my fren so called badminton ipoh state representative..haha
sam tet vs ex pgs??i think u all can guess the match results..haha..
quite a long time that i haven't exercise for that "syok"..
although it make me fall asleep at tuition,
all my tense like just release once i smash the ball,
unexpected play badminton can release tension..haha..
enjoy today badminton match vv much..

am i serious?
other than serious..
nothing else between us?

Pretending

2009-09-12T00:36:00.004+08:00

Can't expect that i did it badly..
Could someone lend me your ears??
I want to torture your ears..

There's not much time left,
I shall begin it,a step to approach..

Freaky Friday

2009-09-04T23:02:00.002+08:00

Lol,today MKT meeting quite funny,
I have no idea,why suddenly I changed from serious mode into "blow water" mode..
normally when i attend club meeting,i will become quiet and serious..
but today just different with usual ttw..
even though gt teacher in the meeting,
i try to joke with all d monitors,lol..
let make some difference,president don have to always look so fierce..
besides,during the meeting,suddenly the whole lecture hall lights off,
still we continue the meeting in the dark,nice experience..
waiting to modify the whole club..lol..
haha,i guess i have changed,
since now the form six system is boys mix with girls,
i have learned to gossip,hahaha..pro~enjoy it..(insane)

New chemistry teacher came to my class yesterday,
ooohhhoooo,
really boring than I expected..
oRganIc CheMistRy?!?=.=

hardly to release the tense,
can tell me any method?

Thinking The Past

2009-08-25T23:14:00.003+08:00

lol,its holiday time,
make me miss the time when i worked at jusco..
at that time i worry holiday time..because i dont like so many customers..
don wan sell phone,
just want to sit over there,blow water with other jusco staff..
hahaha,weird worker right?

like the pressure when i'm unable to sell any phone continuous few days..
like to "blow water" with those malay jusco staff,
realised tat my malay really bad..
like to sit at there "steal steal" to read novel..
like to play the new phone,games and its function..(seems like so bad,make the phone become secondhand like tat)
like to persuade customers to buy more expensive phone,so tat i can earn more commission,and even tell some small lies to those uncle and aunties..
BUT
i hate let those jusco guard body check,
caught by them because of my hair abit long..(kee min hair so short also get caught)
i hate let them catch me for using escalator..
i hate i have to walk so long to reach the nokia shop instead of using short cut that are prohibited to all jusco staff..(so many rules dela)
i hate some of the phone shop workers there for being so arrogant..

However its over,
wondering whether after stpm ,
would I still go back to jusco work??
owhhh,
better DONT..

luck would always stand at ur side,
no matter good or bad,
just face it boldly!

Holiday Start(Cave Exploration)

2009-08-22T15:47:00.007+08:00

Exam finally over,
I already get back 2 subjects marks,math and chem..
this exam i really did it badly,
especially math..almost can be consider the worst in my class..
lack of exercise..and the night before math exam,
i din't even revise it,and sleep the whole night..
however,its over,aiming for the final examination,
that's will really decide whether i will stay at F2 class the next year..

Saturday,22/08/09
The first day of holidays,
I woke up at 7.30am,
and i rush to school as i have promised to join jungle trekking organised by school..(its free)
the destination is gopeng,
initially, we are decided for jungle trekking,
however,suddenly the teacher incharge change the plan due to weather,
go to explore cave,
we stunned when we heard the instructor that cave exploration isn't an easy thing..
teamwork is needed..
VAD 7 team represented by 8 heroes and heroins..
GUYS
1.me(superhero)
2.tham wai ham(mao president)
3.lian jia jie(leader)
4.kuan fei(go eat "lai fun")
5.lady NGA NGA("hill pig" squeeze here and there)
GIRLS
6.mok kar mun(d most "clean" shirt at the end)
7.soon yong en(so MAN lol)
8.chan weng yee(d most worried girl lol..)(drink enough water before start journey)

after we reach gopeng,
we were brought to the destination by stand on a lorry,
the lorry consider not so small,
but the lady nga nga nonstop pushing me n kuan fei,
and pity the girls..haha..at least we tease him as revenge..
exactly donno what time,we reach at a small road,
both side of the road surrounded by trees,we have no idea where is the cave,
then we follow the instructor..
oh gosh,we have to climb until so high,only reach the cave,
so steep,90 degrees tall..the girls almost start saying ng dim as we also haven start our cave exploration..
In cave,with their determination and cooperation,
we came across,climbing,crawling,crouching,sliding,
we have made it..
until our sixth form T so dirty,full of muds,
and we still go to restaurant eat for the free lunch with our dirty shirt..
lol,wondering how to wash our t-shirt..
next time the shirt sure become yellow in colour,regret for wearing tat shirt..
I like 6th form T alot,its nice ..
Having alot of fun--wash hand by cave water,see the species of cave spider,and those from bio class intend to catch it..
pain--hit by stalagmites,fall down when climb the hill and cave..
*all the photos at calvin nga there,will be uploaded soon*

I like all these activities,
bio class start their bugs hunting activities at cameron highland next week,
while physic don't hv any activities,
i want to organise,but everytime my "fire" to create an activities just extinguish by some of my classmate.."nt free lar,dono can anot larh"..wat a lame excuse..haiz..

give me sometime to forget you..

2009-08-17T17:49:00.001+08:00

short hair,short time to comb,
syok ar...

2009-08-16T08:20:00.002+08:00

As sky darker,i totally become another person again,
Is there anything "haunting" me?!?
Why i feel emo easily in just few minutes and last for whole night..
you have no idea that emo is suffering,
I tried to isolate myself from you all to be steady,
calm down,
don't think too much,
but all the things just rush to my mind,why?
exam pressure?(impossible)
jealous?(why should be me?)
Always reminding myself that I'm totally immune with that,
Just a simple move,
I don't want be the previous DOUBLE T DOUBLE V,
strict,cool,arrogant and always emo?!?
I just don't want to involve in it again,
so please stay away from,don't bother me,
all the accumulated emo soul pls leave me promptly and as far as possible,
when I realised my friends saw my emo look,they scared of me,
I hardly smile at them,
A good night spoilt by myself,
too difficult to spend a good night with you,
i hate this situation...
DUI BU QI,
I didn't expect tonight will be so worse,
I wouldn't keep any promise for you in the future,
instead feeling guilty that i abandon you the night..

2009-08-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

Eeeeeeewww,
I really want to study,
someone please punch me,stop me from blowing water !!!
ARGhhh!!!...

2009-08-11T21:38:00.003+08:00

....I do....
i do admire
your behaviour,your attitude and your character,
although its just a blog,
I could feel the strong feelings from you as u wrote it..
although there are many doubts that i could found on your blog,
I would wait to find the answer...
Every word from your blog could inspire me to appreciate my little life..
I would let my soul fall into your blog..

2009-08-08T23:15:00.003+08:00

Just back from MONITOR farewell,
lol,i seems become the waiter,however,thanks to YKL for helping too..
really exhausted,
but its worth that i ate two plate of chichken chop,lol,since some of them absent,
SS alot at the farewell,and i can feel that the upper sixes' monitor,
felt boring,n not enjoy the farewell,
however,its over,
and i wanna sleep,cant revise lerh..zzzz..too full..
thinking of u..

2009-08-08T17:23:00.002+08:00

I wont let the past happen again,
the history can't change in fact,
but i wont let it happen and hurt me once again,
I really don like game over for me..
strengthening my determination to halt the feelings,although its hard to stop,
its better stop my footsteps here,rather than i continue to step forward..
that's make my double feeling always appear on my mind..
exam just around the corner,
getting scary as I always involved in cocuricular activities than study..
mixed feelings just get off from me!!

2009-08-05T17:06:00.003+08:00

Why im so unlucky,
today during recess,i rush to meet pn.tsia for something...
then i mistake the mouldy bread which i left it at my bag few days ago..
as i eat,i wondering why d bread taste so bad,
like smell of fish,and so greenish,im mean d taste..
YUCKS!!
As i think back,I also want to vomit,
I still ask pei pei why d taste so weird,
aiyooo,how come i so silly,i should throw d bread away promptly,
I still eat til vv syok..
after that,suddenly i saw my bread for today at my desk,oh no,
think that what the Hhhh am i eating..
straight away vomit it out,
haiz,what going on?tan ter wei!!
always take the wrong thing!!
ok lar,don write lerh..
stomachache-ing

2009-08-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

depressed after getting know something today,
its good listen to others,but not in negative way,
don't know how to say,make me couldn't concentrate on what i'm doing for the whole day..
I still trying to change myself...............
Had my physic tuition class at a tuition centre today for the 1st lesson,
oh man,its really disgusting when i enter the toilet,
neither water pipe nor washing basin at the toilet,wondering what is cleanliness,
quickly get into the class continue lessons,
have to patient for that two hours..

2009-08-03T17:04:00.004+08:00

once again,another person died from H1N1 disease,
it seems like everyday,1 person would died from this disease ONLY for malaysia,
today a young mother who had just give birth to her child 2weeks ago,but unfortunately she affected by H1N1 disease,she cant compete with virus and couldn't survive at last..
her 2 weeks baby lost her mom just because of this spreading virus around us..
as we can see,this disease getting deteriorate,
we can't predict people around whether they infected by h1n1,
that's why my friend always run to another side when someone sneeze or cough..
wondering is this a sign of Doom's day?

today I really speechless when i know that i have "mistook" the BLANKET from kbox on that day,
as zheng hoe and I thought the blanket was jacket that left by those girls..
then i took the blanket go back home..
oh man!!so fish lerh,lol,sure nobody want go to kbox with me in the future..lol..

01/08/2009

2009-08-01T17:28:00.004+08:00

Lol,rush hour,
after having US meeting and finish task for MKT,
rush to jj for so-called L6F2 gathering-sing k!!..
lol,wonder why all lower six class would choose sing k as entertainment..lol
well,its fun,we sing like mad,jump here jump there,
pui yun even say she can hear the scream and shout at the entrance of k-box..-,-
one of my class serious gang's member join us too,FOK!!
but he is too shy,choose those passionate songs but din sing..lol..
well done F2!!sixth form night waiting us to present..lol..(high school musical wor)

no idea for that..not even watch an episode before lol..
high!!

2009-07-20T22:12:00.000+08:00

I have a question that is "Am I too fierce or strict?"

11/7/2009 VAD 7 gathering

2009-07-12T07:37:00.004+08:00

yesterday i couldn't online,
not sure what happened with the line,in addition i have to rush ms chee homework,
abundant homework waiting for me,i think i couldn't finish by today,
graph graph graph,almost faint..

11/7/2009 was TOO PEI PEI birthday,
lol,special surprise for her,
luckily she came at last as i thought she refused to attend the gathering party..
wakakaka,shock lerh?by the way,
i also get shocked as the sky become darker at the morning,
praying that it wont be rain,
because almost all the station game held at outdoor,
lol,regret that I din't listen to the girls,
"put a chili in the middle of field"then that day will be sunny day..lol..superstitious..
once the game start,the rain start,although not so heavy,
i still have to apologize to everyone,that I want them play game under rain..
totally exhausted that i be photographer,
run here run there purposely to get a good snap...
haha,however my skills quite bad,
1st time take photo already consider ok jor lar,cnt say me too bad..
here are the teams...
first team by tan jie shyan and leng luis..

lol,im just lazy to upload photo..hehehe,sorry ya...
for more details,lets paste this links
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=2059488&l=218aac2ce9&id=795808808
or visit my facebook profile..hehe..

Anxiety

2009-07-04T22:15:00.002+08:00

Just get to know from my parent that my neighbour get murdered in his house,
oh damn it,what a cruel thief,not thieves is killers,
after get property,they still want take people's life,
wicked!!
according to my parent,
the house still full with blood,the corpse was left there for about a day without knowing by other people..
suspected he was killed yesterday midnight when he back to house..
i guess 'they' do their "homework",spy and know what's the time to take action..
yor,wondering why there are so many cases about stealing or killing people,
is government useless to lead the people?
retrenchment during economy recession?
I have no idea,feeling unsafe now even I'm stay at house..
all the time, i have to carry "weapon" for self defence...
bring parang??or pisau??LOL,like go "pek yau"..

2009-07-03T17:44:00.003+08:00

LOL,
crap around for debating in class today,
not well prepared as girls who get all the points before class,
(gender discrimination still exists in this world??)
i have to oppose this topic..zzz..queen elizabeth~emperor mu ze tian~crap what i know..
Then having a little and good farewell for enjunz,
but there is a little distraction from other class teacher..
after dismiss,go for meeting,
monitor life 1 year to lead...

2009-07-02T17:46:00.003+08:00

so effing tiring,
back from interclass competition,
although there is not the result I want,its still ok for me..
i not going to blame myself,bcz all the competitors are my friends,
just a friendly match..
still thought can make fun during the game,but all of them look so serious,make my mood drop,
still get a "ball cake" eat lol..pain and wound..haha,fun..

Starwalk

2009-06-21T19:00:00.005+08:00

Yay,this year i participated starwalk again,

as usual,go there meet my friends,
this year not so fun,because all my friends study at other state,unable to join us,
along the road, we blow water as we nothing to do beside blow water,
therefore,we didn't even realize we have walk 10km while we only join for 7km,LOL..
after reach destination,
go take drinks and play some games,
lucky draw was the main purpose that make me join starwalk..
we waited for quite long time,but the results still haven announced,
thus my fren gave up,and gave me his ticket,
after few hours,finally the results announced,
and the tickets that given by my fren won a prize..
i quickly ran down to the stage and get the prize,
guess what the prize??
lol,not relevant with my lifestyle at all..
I absolutely don't lk to camwhored..haha..
A digital camera,10megapixel,blue colour,tiny size,easy to hold..
here's the image...

2009-06-16T17:14:00.003+08:00

What a funny monitor interview,

just chit chatting and crapping with those committee,

=.='' them,because always laugh what i have said..LOL...

next week gonna stay until 4 p.m...zzz

damn exhausted i guess at that time...

compare to my friend who are in their hectic life,

i felt myself so fortunate,i knew i will experience it soon,

i gonna prepare it for now..

however,finish all club farewell 1st,effing tiring..

any place introduce for farewell?zzz

2009-06-12T14:13:00.002+08:00

ADAM LAMBERT!!
ROCKS!!

2009-06-08T13:29:00.002+08:00

Felt uncomfortable these few days..
Felt guilty that i gave the false information to my ex-customers when i work last time..
Honestly,
I don't have any idea for selling handphones,
the company's worker and boss din even teach me how's the phone operate,
thus everyday I had to go home and read those phone magazine,memorize those phone function,
that's why i still can't forget the moment I quarreled with a customer,
that time,i really don't know phone GPS's functionality,
while i still argue with the fierce customer,
sometime i act smart when i persuading "uncle,auntie" to buy handphone,
like bluffing them,because they really will trust what you are talking with them..
Everyday I just wonder would them come back find me,for their phone problems,
and i just like to evade from my responsibility,
sony ericsson w595i = no front camera,and i have bluff so many customer the wrong information,the model gt front camera,can support 3G,LOL..
until today i just know this model feature cleary as my friends have bought this model,

p/s:TO all my friends,you are fortunate for not buying handphone from me..LOL..

2009-06-06T07:56:00.003+08:00

sorry that i've always abandon my blog,
i went to school almost everyday for the holidays,
looking for my junior,mayb they will seek for my help,
and "group study",but end with play basketball since miss wong not at school,
and she wont allow to play when she is at school..

just received a great news from my ex partner who work at jusco,
someone commit suicide at jusco car park by falling down from the second floor car park,
the place that the corpse found at the worker entrance where i like to enter when i work last time..
oh damn,now d road full of blood,haunted..
not sure whether i have to work at jusco again,
not sure whether i have to take new handphone set from store by passing thru the entrance again,
a question floating on my mind that is,
how could a person can die on the spot by falling down from the second floor car park?
maybe just will sprained ankle,broken his leg or else,
h'nggnngg,alot suspicion that have to investigate..

2009-05-29T20:50:00.003+08:00

Holiday begins,
no plan for these two weeks,
maybe watch terminator,farewell for my friend who pursue study at australia..
play soccer for the coming interclass competition..
preparing for tomorrow interview..
not so confident as i have rejected by so many times for interview or else..

2009-05-22T05:01:00.003+08:00

DUKACITA DIMAKLUMKAN!!!Anda tidak berjaya!!!AGAIN!!
[broken]
i think i have been fated to study form 6,
quite depressed,have to facing all syllabus,especially chemistry divided by physical,organic and inorganic..
i have put alot effort in appealing matric,purposely go to putrajaya department send letter,
ask people who work in MCA(pegawai parlimen)to help me,write letter to education minister,send letter to MCAbut at last it turns out dukacita!!
initially,i want to cry for that,i make my parent disappointed..
but I feel that perhaps the "god" want me to study form 6 so that i'm able to pursue my study at overseas,
where local govt don wan keep our chinese in their country,therefore we have to get this minded..
on behalf of chinese,we shall leave this country,i'm nt racist,whereas this based on my reading on articles..
'WHAT for you study so hard and excellent in coco,instead you din't even get any offer for scholarship'..
seeking so many forum,
they have fed up with m'sia,I 'll learn from them,
try my best in stpm,get good result,
leave this country if i get opportunity,that's wat form 6 students should do!!
sorry for anger and frustration,excuse me for any inconvenience..
(MOODY!!)why i cnt get it!!!
A new life has begin..

2009-05-16T16:34:00.004+08:00

Today went to parade for buying teacher's day gift..

looking for cards,recently those cards quite exorbitant,

wondering my classmates will scold us or not for using class fund buying these expensive cards..

look at my handwriting so neat,lol..

I still cnt change my habit which use ruler to write words since form 4..

even spm time,i using this habit to sit for every paper..lol..

2009-05-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

ohh man,

i'm not sure what my class teachers teaching..

all LAME!!

really have to find tuition for all subjects,

don't want regret..especially PA..

not confident with the two teachers,

mr.tan,

he taught me during form 5 malay(temporary)..

we called him "blow water king"..

no doubt my all ex senior ask me to get a tuition for PA,if the PA teacher is mr.tan..sorry,mr.tan..

while,mr.ho,

i kept on yawning during his class..REALLY!!

exactly like teaching sejarah..but a boring sejarah lessons when compare to my previous history teacher..

if im not sit infront of teacher,

i sure get a well sleep in class..

MUET>>DRAMA??

who going to do?LOL..I guess everyone will be last minute to prepare it if im nt mistaken..

I have wasted my money for buying LONGMAN physic,instead of teacher asking us to buy oxford fajar..zzz

2009-05-13T18:57:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Soh Yi Cong,
hope the birthday song that sing by us will make you TOUCH !! as you have been elected as presiden of sixth form society..Congratz..

As usual,go to school,
finally divide class lerh,
L6F2 will be my class,quite unsatisfied with that..
i guess the teachers teaching my class not so good,
haiz,have to find tuition for all subjects..
I was chosen to get monitor,luckily i rejected it AGAIN~
be assistant monitor,
don't know why i will having this thought "joining club is hopeless"..
perhaps,
the jpa interview had make me fed up with coco marks..
due to my other state's friends who not excellent in cocuricular activity,
but they are able to get more than 8.5 points for CGPA,
while i have put so many effort for my society,monitor and others,
but it turns out to be ~~~~~~ Haiz..7. smtg points only..
what for !!why are their school helping them by giving so high coco CGPA marks..
have to pick up my mood,get ready to study luu...

praying hard:22th may,i can see these words "dengan sukacita,anda telah berjaya mendapat ....."